suicide is not for me

[David]

today I tried to hang myself and suddenly I got very scared and took of the cloth from my neck and now I am writing this.
I am a coward and poor-spirited and weak person. I have to continue this shitty life for decades because I am such a stupid and coward and etc person that even doesn't have courage to end his life.
but it is not my mistake. two other people made a mistake and I have to pay for it. in my country we have a poverb that says ( another person drinks a hot tea but your tongue burns and now this my condition. life isn't fairly and bad part of it is for me because of foolishness of two other people.
i dont have courage to end my life but i wish life and universe ends me.
i quit this site and ....

 

[Morituri_Te_Salutant]

survival instincts can be a real bitch. i don't think you're the only person having a problem with it.
the good news is that even if you don't off yourself, some day "life and universe" will end you regardless.

i don't mean to pry, i'm just wondering, but what did those "two other people" do to make you feel this way?

i quit this site and ....

"and..."?

 

[Bergamot]

Read this can be very interesting https://www.healthline.com/health/depression/suicidal-but-afraid-to-die

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

i don't mean to pry, i'm just wondering, but what did those "two other people" do to make you feel this way?

I think he is referring to procreation here.