Discussion Suicide in a new home

[Life_and_Death]

We're just getting moved in. It's our first home together and I feel like committing suicide here, even seriously attempting (getting caught, going to the hospital) would be tainting it. I could do it else where but that would involve disappearing which would lower my chances and cause more emotional stress on myself (and my husband because he would freak)....

Idk what else to do though.

 

[fred farkle]

L&D,why do you want to ctb?

 

[Life_and_Death]

L&D,why do you want to ctb?

May I ask why you ask?

 

[orlandom]

May I ask why you ask?

Forgive me for being interested too. But you don't need to answer if you don't want to

 

[Life_and_Death]

Forgive me for being interested too. But you don't need to answer if you don't want to

I'm just curious why you guys are curious because I don't see anything that would trigger that question and do to my circumstances I can see people.... I don't want to say hating me but something along those lines and I'd rather just avoid the stupidity

 

[orlandom]

I'm just curious why you guys are curious because I don't see anything that would trigger that question and do to my circumstances I can see people.... I don't want to say hating me but something along those lines and I'd rather just avoid the stupidity

hug. Have a nice day. All right!

 

[fred farkle]

May I ask why you ask?

Coitenly! You have a spouse,youre not alone in life; youre buying a new home,thats a sign of success,; for many people,a home of their own is a good way to feel safe,secure and to have the feeling of putting down roots...being home.
Me,I am fucked. I am alone. No direction home,ya might say.
I am sure you have a good reason,but it seems you have some good things going on! Perhaps you are one of those with hope??

 

[WatermelonMel]

I'm just curious why you guys are curious because I don't see anything that would trigger that question

Well you did make a thread called "Suicide in new home" so naturally we are curious to why, it's like a large portion of detail is missing.

I can see you don't wanna share that though, and that's totally fine. I hope things get better whatever happens.

 

[Tackingintothewind]

It could potentially devalue the home

 

[Life_and_Death]

@orlandom @fred farkle @WatermelonMel

That's kind of the thing, I know I have a good life. I'm damn near close to my perfect life. But that doesn't change what's going on inside my head mentally. I have too many disorders, too many memories.

@Tackingintothewind
Sorry not exactly what I meant. I meant more about my husband seeing as it would be one of the first memories there. 'we' don't ever plan on selling it or anything. Plus devalue what? Lol it's a trailer we got for $4000 I think it was