Discussion Sooooooo.... how is everyone atm? it's very quiet

[Jodes]

I'm ok, just a bit sore and feel like being quiet myself (holy crap). Been enjoying everyones company :)

 

[Misanthrope]

Nausea has kept me up all night. I am really fed up.

 

[Jodes]

Nausea has kept me up all night. I am really fed up.

So sorry, thats terrible. You havent got Buccastem or anything stronger that helps?

 

[Misanthrope]

I have medication for nausea but it only really reduces it. It does not get rid of it. So I just have to put up with it till I eventually crash out from exhaustion.

 

[Dead Meat]

In serious physical and mental pain.

 

[Jodes]

I'm so sorry A lot of intolerable suffering here ...(and on this site)

 

[iHeartRockArt]

Always in some kind of physical pain, but nothing I can't handle tonight. Comes with the territory of having 2 chronic illnesses. Hope everyone else is doing as ok as you can be.

 

[interestingname]

I'm bored as hell

 

[stargazer]

Feeling good for today, it's nice enough for a Monday afternoon where I am.

 

[silentinbetween]

I don't have the energy to do anything and I have so much work to be done and I'm very stressed but I'm not like carving words into my legs right now so I guess I'm alright. My standards are a bit warped at this point.

 

[Jodes]

I don't have the energy to do anything and I have so much work to be done and I'm very stressed but I'm not like carving words into my legs right now so I guess I'm alright. My standards are a bit warped at this point.

"Alright?" :( :(

 

[silentinbetween]

"Alright?" :( :(

Haha yea, relatively speaking. If someone handed me a gun right now, there's about a 80 percent chance I wouldn't shoot myself immediately, and that's a good day in my book.

 

[Jodes]

Haha yea, relatively speaking. If someone handed me a gun right now, there's about a 80 percent chance I wouldn't shoot myself immediately, and that's a good day in my book.

Well I'm glad you haven't but technically that's me being selfish, I'm so sorry, your time sounds like hell

 

[whywait]

Tonight's my night, still have a few hours to kill (ayy) left though. Just smoking and looking at old pictures, happier times. It's nice, feels like I'm celebrating myself before leaving.

 

[Jodes]

Tonight's my night, still have a few hours to kill (ayy) left though. Just smoking and looking at old pictures, happier times. It's nice, feels like I'm celebrating myself before leaving.

That's how I want to go, I need to decide how to celebrate it. If I look at pictures I'll cry lol! I'm sad and happy for you <3

 

[silentinbetween]

Well I'm glad you haven't but technically that's me being selfish, I'm so sorry, your time sounds like hell

Thank you for that. You know, before talking to you I really didn't think I felt that bad at all simply because it's been so much worse before... I'm honestly thankful for feeling as alright as I do right now.

 

[silentinbetween]

Tonight's my night, still have a few hours to kill (ayy) left though. Just smoking and looking at old pictures, happier times. It's nice, feels like I'm celebrating myself before leaving.

I can relate to that. And I'd just like to say, I'm sorry for how the world has hurt you, and I hope you find the peace you deserve.

 

[Jodes]

I'm sad for your past too, and the decision its lead you to nake, but happy for you right now

 

[whywait]

Thanks guys :) it's nice to chat with people who know what's going on. No pressure, just lots of people in all kinds of moods accepted and understood.

 

[silentinbetween]

It's the only place in the world that people will answer me so I'm very thankful for it, and for all of you

 

[lost illusions]

On the road again.
I have no past no future to dwell on so I think about the lack thereof

 

[EndofMyRope]

I'm bored out of my mind tonight... :(

 

[Final Escape]

Nausea has kept me up all night. I am really fed up.

Why are u nauseous?

 

[Jodes]

On the road again.
I have no past no future to dwell on so I think about the lack thereof

How far do you travel?

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

Kind of odd. It took a while to accept this site's acceptance of a taboo topic. Now it's rather saddening. On the one hand there's a pretty big group of people who provide support to others who need it. On the other hand, these same people are dropping like flies.

 

[Jodes]

Kind of odd. It took a while to accept this site's acceptance of a taboo topic. Now it's rather saddening. On the one hand there's a pretty big group of people who provide support to others who need it. On the other hand, these same people are dropping like flies.

Suicide is the biggest decision your will make in your life. I think they are st the most at peace when they go. Dont forget about those that don't - I think (and hope) this site helps concrete ones own experiences into wisdom and certainty and recovery where possible

 

[lost illusions]

How far do you travel?

I'm local

 

[Jodes]

I'm local

Do you do as many or as few hours as you can?

 

[lost illusions]

I have to do a min of 10 hours to meet company standards. Usually 12 to 16 hours are normal at this job. I have no life outside of work

 

[Jodes]

I have to do a min of 10 hours to meet company standards. Usually 12 to 16 hours are normal at this job. I have no life outside of work

I can barely stay awake 12 hrs