Sometimes I ask myself the question - What are you completely fucked up? What are you doing on the suicide forum?

[orlandom]

Sometimes I ask myself the question - What are you completely fucked up? What are you doing on the suicide forum?

More recently, half a year ago, I had a happy life.
But now I have everything ready for the bus.
Am I the only one?

I sincerely regret those who have suffered for many years.
It hurts incredibly.

Hugging you.

P.S. Good Saturday morning everyone. My fucking boss made this a work day!

 

[mini_weeny]

Yes it's unbelievable how life can turn from a very nice dream into an unbearable nightmare so yes I can't believe I ended up here. Big hug, hope we could be in the Life Is Amazing forum instead of here.

 

[newave3]

Obviously, if your life is going well and you are relatively happy there is no reason to be on a suicide forum. However for those of us with chronic and untreatable mental and physical problems, SS makes perfect sense.
I do not feel I am " fucked up " for being here. I feel life itself is fucked up. This is the only site where I feel a real connection with the members. It is a sane place in an increasingly insane world. Wanting to exit this planet peacefully is the only sensible thing to do. Let the " happy " people deal with the never ending problems life throws at them. I want out.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes I feel the same way. Death is the right answer for me. I just love the idea of feeling nothing no longer existing. I have chronic health problems and it is terrifying to think that there is no limit to how much your body can be damaged and messed up. Suicide shouldn't be seen as an horrible act, it is way of freeing people from their suffering and finding peace.

 

[WornOutLife]

I know that feeling.
I felt weird and kinda bad for having ended up in a "suicide forum".

However, since I'm here, my life has changed a lot and I wouldn't have been able to overcome certain situations if it weren't for this lovely community.

You might be in pain now, but at least you can count on many of us. We'll do nothing but try to help you.

 

[Moose.000]

This "suicide forum" is more beneficial, friendlier, more positive, more supportive and way more uplifting than any social media group across the board. Stay here with us, you'll get answers to your questions, people to talk to and genuine support. No keyboard warriors here.

 

[lofticries]

For once I'm with people who actually understand me so I'm good.

 

[bea1974]

Yes I feel the same way. Death is the right answer for me. I just love the idea of feeling nothing no longer existing. I have chronic health problems and it is terrifying to think that there is no limit to how much your body can be damaged and messed up. Suicide shouldn't be seen as an horrible act, it is way of freeing people from their suffering and finding peace.

I strongly agree.
On 11th March 2021 I said goodbye to the person I've loved the most in the world- my darling dog, Ruby.
I made the decision. I spoke about it with her vet, he agreed, and we did it.
She died in my arms, as my niece stroked her. Surrounded by love.
The vet injected the meds into a catheter in her leg.
It took less than 3 seconds, was peaceful and beautiful.
Everyone said how I'd done the right thing, made the right decision, given her the gift of a peaceful passing.
And yet they won't allow me the same?

 

[SadGirl]

This "suicide forum" is more beneficial, friendlier, more positive, more supportive and way more uplifting than any social media group across the board. Stay here with us, you'll get answers to your questions, people to talk to and genuine support. No keyboard warriors here.

I have always seen the forum as a benefit as well. I am grateful to be here.

For once I'm with people who actually understand me so I'm good.

We are here with you

 

[eclipse]

I don't even consider myself fucked up. I've made my decision, I'm happy with it and I'm way beyond the point of no return.

That said, why am I here? Because I can talk about suicide as a valid option. I've tried that a lot in other places in the past to no avail. I got banned from another "suicide forum" for suggesting it might be a valid choice. I basically said to someone that they should consider everything and then come to a conclusion, whatever it might be. That was considered encouragement of suicide. No serious discussion was allowed.

To our dear watching guests who aren't fond of this forum: I often wanted to seriously discuss my suicidal thoughts but I always felt stifled by the dogma that suicide is bad and must be prevented at any cost. I believe I understand your feelings, but to me it meant a taboo that must not be talked about. I felt silenced, my thoughts were considered unacceptable. The taboo meant I wasn't allowed to talk about it and that I had to make it out with myself. And since I had to keep my thoughts to myself, they went unchallenged. Since there was no one to speak to honestly about it, I had to make up my mind completely on my own. The conclusion I came to with myself was "don't talk about it, do it".

And if there's no other place where you can honestly talk about it, then this place it is, where people also share methods and wish each other farewell. I'm not trying to be an arse, I'm just trying to give you something to think about.