Something I might turn into a poem

[woofwag]

Idk just some random semi-disjointed lines. Let me know if you think it has potential. I like when people like my writing :p


shove me into a body i've never heard of
go ahead and turn your back
i'll make a pact without you
i hope i'll be useful to you now
you can rip off my flesh
use me to build a whole new town

seven years and not a cell untouched
i crave the sex i had when i was young
am i wrong to want what you want?
just to finish me off
so i can use you to hurt me
hurt me like i hurt you
i'm sorry that i bleed

i promise i won't forgive you
i promised myself
so why do i want to?
i betray my rage to love
run my chain around a tree
but you never tied me there
and yet, my collar tugs
i am the man who tried to kill me
please don't show him mercy
i hate you for your kindness
i hate how warm you are to hug

i see you as a god
so sex can be a prayer
and when you disappear i'll say
"my faith was never there"
the hook is out the loop
the yarn winds itself again
stitches in my wrists are loose
a god can't be your friend

when you remake the universe
can you leave me out of the fabric?
i'm only polyester
i'll turn your paradise to plastic