Story Someone is coming to visit

[the_final_countdown]

It's pretty crazy how quickly my life fell apart after I got sick in November.

Went to a great school. Learning how to program. Constantly went to the gym. Very happy with life.

A mysterious illness befell me. I took medicine that just completely wrecked my body and had a very rare reaction.

Now I spend my days, the past four months in misery, lying in bed.

Family thinks it's depression. They don't understand what I've lost. Just how terrible the reaction I had was. Psychologically, physically.

Someone is going to visit me today to talk. Don't know who.

I've been trying to get better. Researching so much to get my body to a point where I can function. Nothings working.

I don't expect it to work. And I'm okay that I lost so much. It happens. I had a good few decades with some tragedy thrown in and that's a lot more than most humans ever got. From that perspective, I've been very blessed.

But it's aggravating watching things slowly fall apart. I wish I wasn't alive to witness them.

It's every bit as painful as I imagined it would be.

 

[nopointofliving]

I feel the pain. Life is hard, and it hits us in our happiest moments. I was doing ok last Dec, and suddenly everything fell apart. Life becomes unbearable to me since then. Still going on with my pieces. Take your time, don't be hard on yourself. If you need more sleep, just sleep. If you need to do something, just do it. No need to rush, just take the healing process slowly and gradually. Talk more about your pain, don't let it all inside, vent it out. You are not alone, we all are ready to listen and help if we could. Hugs <3

 

[FuneralCry]

Many people do not understand our suffering as they are not going through it themselves. Life can be cruel to us and so much can go wrong. We don't deserve the pain this life gives us. It's why death comforts me, as I know it is the end of it. I wish you the best.