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Jkennedy
Knocking on death's door
- May 20, 2021
- 90
Someone gave me no matter how bad it is life is still worth living it was one of them easy for them to say moments.
It's not what u wanna hear in the moment, u know if someone gave u practical solutions then u can see more of a way out. More positive. But when that person can't give u practical solutions it becomes more apparent.I got told to "stay positive" when I'm currently in hospital for my MH (but not a mental health ward because being rural makes things tricky!)
Stuck in a right ditch that's the fact for me, don't know about yourself if u can change things then do so, totally agree with that. For me there is no way backIt's not what u wanna hear in the moment, u know if someone gave u practical solutions then u can see more of a way out. More positive. But when that person can't give u practical solutions it becomes more apparent.
I don't talk often to people like that. I am just annoyed of them and I am really glad I don't have to talk to them.Someone gave me no matter how bad it is life is still worth living it was one of them easy for them to say moments.
Reminds me to something my dad and sister told me. What you want to ctb due to poverty? Imagine how many people would have to ctb in the world. I told them I don't care it is my life and I can decide what I want to endure and what not.I spoke to someone earlier and they said to me that they would rather live in complete abject suffering than be dead. I can't believe there are people with that kind of take on life. I think this extreme level of viviocentrism is the source of many pro-lifers' opposition to suicide. I feel like they hugely underestimate how bad it can get, and if they suffered badly enough they would realise it's a flawed position to take.