So Ready - Amitriptyline Question

[Kari]

Just got my confirmation email for my Amitriptyline purchase and I'm so excited. I'm so ready for it to just be over, to be rid of all this pain. I'm currently in even more pain since I overdosed on co-codamol all of last week hoping for an escape even if it was painful but I'm impatient with a terrible gag reflex...

On that topic, does anyone have any history with dissolving Amitriptyline? I'm worried to get the ratio wrong and mess up. Unsure if I should crush the pills first or soak them whole, or if it matters. Any tips would be super helpful. I want to get this right, I refuse to go back to the Psych Ward.

 

[LittleJem]

I have this method and hoping to pick it up soon. am just commenting on your thread because I want to know the same information. Thank you for asking the questions.

 

[flightless bird]

I know someone who overdosed on amitriptyline, she took 900mg together with alcohol. Stayed in the ICU for a week, they sent her home after 3 weeks. She couldn't talk normally at the time but her suicide note was so sophisticated and well written that the doctors didn't even bother to put her in the psych ward. It left her with brain damage, messep up her pancreas and liver. Later she told me that it was a horrible experience so from what I've seen, I wouldn't really recommend it.

 

[LittleJem]

I know someone who overdosed on amitriptyline, she took 9000mg together with alcohol. Stayed in the ICU for a week, they sent her home after 3 weeks. She couldn't talk normally at the time but her suicide note was so sophisticated and well written that the doctors didn't even bother to put her in the psych ward. It left her with brain damage, messep up her pancreas and liver. Later she told me that it was a horrible experience so from what I've seen, I wouldn't really recommend it.

Did they find her too early?

Nick Drake managed to CTB with 30 pills: https://www.birminghammail.co.uk/news/midlands-news/last-10-days-singer-songwriter-nick-8153684

 

[gomenasai]

there's a method that is called amitriptyline cocktail, it involves antiemetics, valium and amitriptyline. Taking it with alcohol is probably a bad idea

 

[flightless bird]

Did they find her too early?

Nick Drake managed to CTB with 30 pills: https://www.birminghammail.co.uk/news/midlands-news/last-10-days-singer-songwriter-nick-8153684

8-9 hours after she took the pills, she was unconscious and rushed to the hospital.

 

[Kari]

I know someone who overdosed on amitriptyline, she took 900mg together with alcohol. Stayed in the ICU for a week, they sent her home after 3 weeks. She couldn't talk normally at the time but her suicide note was so sophisticated and well written that the doctors didn't even bother to put her in the psych ward. It left her with brain damage, messep up her pancreas and liver. Later she told me that it was a horrible experience so from what I've seen, I wouldn't really recommend it.

Thank you for this insight. I heard mixed reviews of Ami overdoses but never one with mostly pills and alcohol. I was planning on following the PPeH information as best as possible, not the mixed drugs cocktail though. It does mention a small swig of alcohol to appropriate the effects but I don't know if that much alcohol would worsen the effects and make it unbearable.

 

[LittleJem]

The thing says it takes 36 hours to die, unless it is given something to enhance the speed (like Cimetidine which you can't get in UK I don't think)

Amitriptyline Cocktail - ASH

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How long does the cocktail take?

Since TCAs tend to slow the digestive process and the absorption from the intestines, death would occur within 12-24 hours.

 

[Ethereal Knight]

does anyone have any history with dissolving Amitriptyline? I'm worried to get the ratio wrong and mess up. Unsure if I should crush the pills first or soak them whole, or if it matters. Any tips would be super helpful.

PPH used to come with some video files, I don't know if it still does. but if you go to a torrent search engine and look for The Peaceful Pill (handbook or ehandbook), there should be some results (from older versions of PPH) which include videofiles. one of these files shows the guy dissolving amitriptyline.

he basically puts all the pills in a very big cup of water with a lot of water in it, and then waits. the pills dissolve by themselves. the video then skips to when the pills have dissolved completely. apparently, it takes some time for them to do that.

I think I still have that video file on my cloud, but we can't post videos here, so it's better to download it via torrent.

edit: I think maybe the pills were crushed off-camera before they put it in the cup? not sure. but I think that's how it works: we crush pills before dissolving them in water.

 

[Kari]

PPH used to come with some video files, I don't know if it still does. but if you go to a torrent search engine and look for The Peaceful Pill (handbook or ehandbook), there should be some results (from older versions of PPH) which include videofiles. one of these files shows the guy dissolving amitriptyline.

he basically puts all the pills in a very big cup of water with a lot of water in it, and then waits. the pills dissolve by themselves. the video then skips to when the pills have dissolved completely. apparently, it takes some time for them to do that.

I think I still have that video file on my cloud, but we can't post videos here, so it's better to download it via torrent.

edit: I think maybe the pills were crushed off-camera before they put it in the cup? not sure. but I think that's how it works: we crush pills before dissolving them in water.

Thank you for this information! I'll have to have a look around for that then, as I definitely only checked out the newer versions. Even if I can't find it your description is super helpful. The prospect of crushing that many pills just seems exhausting

 

[Ethereal Knight]

Thank you for this information! I'll have to have a look around for that then, as I definitely only checked out the newer versions. Even if I can't find it your description is super helpful. The prospect of crushing that many pills just seems exhausting

I consulted @PArazi who did some experiments with dissolving amt pills and posted some pictures of the results on the brazilian thread, he said that he didn't need to crush, he just put the pills on water, stirred a bit with the spoon and it did dissolve in about 20 minutes.

it probably varies depending on who manufactured the drug, but in general it does dissolve.

maybe the guy in the PPH video didn't crush the pills, just placed them in the water instead.

if you want to download it, it's easy to spot that torrent, because of the larger file size compared to the ones that just come with the book's PDF. but there's nothing special about that video. it's just a demonstration for those who don't know how dissolving amitriptyline pills works.

 

[Kari]

I consulted @PArazi who did some experiments with dissolving amt pills and posted some pictures of the results on the brazilian thread, he said that he didn't need to crush, he just put the pills on water, stirred a bit with the spoon and it did dissolve in about 20 minutes.

it probably varies depending on who manufactured the drug, but in general it does dissolve.

maybe the guy in the PPH video didn't crush the pills, just placed them in the water instead.

if you want to download it, it's easy to spot that torrent, because of the larger file size compared to the ones that just come with the book's PDF. but there's nothing special about that video. it's just a demonstration for those who don't know how dissolving amitriptyline pills works.

Thank you both! I found the video too, and it seems to be without crushing so I'm going to go with that. Can always crush them with a spoon in the water if they don't dissolve fully. You're all amazing <3

 

[PArazi]

I say Ami is for quick absorption. No matter the lab, it will always dissolve easily. Even when exposed to the air.

https://i.ibb.co/gZz6DSc/image2.jpg 18:28
https://i.ibb.co/FwcLrM9/image1.jpg 18:41
https://i.ibb.co/HVQ3S2g/image0-2.jpg 21:41

https://ibb.co/4NdBZ4V

Pretty gross dissolution IMO, but is ok. The "cover" of the tablet was washed off before dipping.

Just got my confirmation email for my Amitriptyline purchase and I'm so excited.

Which tutorial are you following? Which benzos do you intend to use? How many mg's?

 

[achromatic]

I can confirm that amitryptyline OD is indeed painless. It leaves me feeling kinda hopeful since there was just nothing there for me for 2 days after I took it - i don't remember anything after eating pills. I took way too little- only 1500 mg and a bit of alco haha idk why I convinced myself that it would work but I just needed that hope at the moment xd I was just super impatient and didn't wanted to spend even one awful day here
but if I could right now acquire, say - 10 grams it would be my method of choice. The only problem is longer than SN time till death. That's why if I choose to ctb I'll probably decide to use sn since is easy, peasy available where Im from.

 

[Andry387]

Только что получил электронное письмо с подтверждением покупки амитриптилина, и я так взволнован. Я так готова к тому, чтобы это просто закончилось, чтобы избавиться от всей этой боли. В настоящее время я испытываю еще большую боль, так как всю прошлую неделю принимал передозировку ко-кодамола, надеясь на побег, даже если это было болезненно, но я нетерпелив из-за ужасного рвотного рефлекса...

По этой теме, есть ли у кого-нибудь история растворения амитриптилина? Боюсь ошибиться с соотношением и все испортить. Не уверен, следует ли мне сначала растолочь таблетки или замочить их целиком, или это имеет значение. Любые советы будут супер полезными. Я хочу все исправить, я отказываюсь возвращаться в психиатрическую больницу.

Друг. Не получится. Будет очень-очень больно. Говорю как врач скорой помощи, который видел смерти из-за этого. Обезболивающие и противорвотные тоже не помогут избавиться от боли.

 

[PArazi]

I can confirm that amitryptyline OD is indeed painless. It leaves me feeling kinda hopeful since there was just nothing there for me for 2 days after I took it - i don't remember anything after eating pills. I took way too little- only 1500 mg and a bit of alco haha idk why I convinced myself that it would work but I just needed that hope at the moment xd I was just super impatient and didn't wanted to spend even one awful day here
but if I could right now acquire, say - 10 grams it would be my method of choice. The only problem is longer than SN time till death. That's why if I choose to ctb I'll probably decide to use sn since is easy, peasy available where Im from.

It's interesting how the simple act of tasting a pill can produce a feeling of "yes, I can do that". I felt the same when I put an amytril pill in my mouth.

IMO, 1.5g it's not a low dose. If you had used more alcohol and cimetidine, you could have developed apparent sequelae. But I think you knew what you were doing. Don't think you can't get the pills. You got 1.5g. Why not 10g?

Thanks for reporting.

 

[achromatic]

Yeah, you are right. Tbh I have to think it through with sn or ami. Thanks for your insight

 

[👁️👃👁️]

Друг. Не получится. Будет очень-очень больно. Говорю как врач скорой помощи, который видел смерти из-за этого. Обезболивающие и противорвотные тоже не помогут избавиться от боли.

О чем ты говоришь? было несколько человек, которые использовали здесь амитриптилин, и это было успешно.

 

[LittleBlackCat]

Did they find her too early?

Nick Drake managed to CTB with 30 pills: https://www.birminghammail.co.uk/news/midlands-news/last-10-days-singer-songwriter-nick-8153684

Wow, didn't know this was Nick Drake's method …..

 

[chundryshire]

I can confirm that amitryptyline OD is indeed painless. It leaves me feeling kinda hopeful since there was just nothing there for me for 2 days after I took it - i don't remember anything after eating pills. I took way too little- only 1500 mg and a bit of alco haha idk why I convinced myself that it would work but I just needed that hope at the moment xd I was just super impatient and didn't wanted to spend even one awful day here
but if I could right now acquire, say - 10 grams it would be my method of choice. The only problem is longer than SN time till death. That's why if I choose to ctb I'll probably decide to use sn since is easy, peasy available where Im from.

thank you for sharing friend, i feel like this is what im going to eventually go with--to hear someone say it's painless makes me feel less stressed

i have ~5g rn

 

[achromatic]

I'm sorry it came to this to you and I wish you well.

 

[LittleJem]

I've got the Ami now - I had it in storage, but have mislaid my Meto. Does anyone know a UK source? I also woudl need cimetidine.