dummy

dummy

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Mar 4, 2021
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i can't imagine not having a way to get out of this. im reminding myself that if i think its bad now, at least i can take something like SN. id be freaking the fuck out even more if i didnt. trying to put a positive spin on my suicidal spiral!
 
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orlandom

orlandom

Mage
Mar 4, 2021
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i can't imagine not having a way to get out of this. im reminding myself that if i think its bad now, at least i can take something like SN. id be freaking the fuck out even more if i didnt. trying to put a positive spin on my suicidal spiral!
Yes, it became easier for me when I received mine.

But now I feel bad because I got acquainted with my instinct for self-survival.

He's a fucking strong guy. We'll have to defeat him with cunning)
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

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Mar 21, 2021
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The ultimate insurance policy
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Yes, having a way out certainly helps.

I wish I have SN with me so as to drink it when things get f*cked up!
 
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Bamman

Can’t go back, why go forward?
Mar 31, 2021
74
I think having that plan is actually a way of stopping people from ctb if they don't need to yet. As I've heard a lot from posts on here and especially in research of my own is it's "insurance" for when there isn't anymore hope.

if there is a chance to keep going I believe in that. But I wish I had the luxury right now of that "insurance" I'm very much in a burning hot limbo.
 
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GarageKarate07

GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
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Theres many food problems soon expected by many people. Make sure to buy lots of TP for trade during the apocalypse....
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace. I think having a way out takes away a lot of the pain. I wish I was in this position.
 

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