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Hey all, what do you think about this idea?

I have everything to CTB by SN (except the SN, which will be delivered today or tomorrow). My original attempt last year was to fake my drowning, I didn't want my friends or family to know (although my BFF said 'don't be stupid. Of course I'd know what happened'. I mean, I'm an amazing swimmer). Lots of people have spent the last year trying to help me. So, I know I can't fake it for my friends, and that's OK. But here's the catch - I live in a foreign country, and I don't want to reflect poorly on my nationality or on foreigners or on the organization that gives me my visa. So, even if my family knows, it would be best if the police could label it an accident.

It's hard to make this idea happen and still be peaceful. I mean, I don't want to take SN and then go swimming around a lake, I want to be able to relax and be comfortable. I had planned to do it near a stream anyway, but not really deep enough to drown. It only needs to be convincing enough that they write it off as an accident.

Any advise?
 
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I had planned to do it near a stream anyway, but not really deep enough to drown. It only needs to be convincing enough that they write it off as an accident.
That wouldn't convince many people it was an accident. Shallow water blackout might
 
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That wouldn't convince many people it was an accident. Shallow water blackout might
yeah, I don't REALLY need to convince anyone, just give a plausible story. The police in this country would be much more interested in it being an accident, so I can kind of half ass it.
 
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After an autopsy they would find the SN in your system so would either see it as a suicide or maybe you had been poisoned. When it's more up in the air, they investigate more. That's my understanding anyway. I'm making sure I leave a note so they know it's cbt because I don't want them going through all my shit and causing more stress for my family.
 
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After an autopsy they would find the SN in your system so would either see it as a suicide or maybe you had been poisoned. When it's more up in the air, they investigate more. That's my understanding anyway. I'm making sure I leave a note so they know it's cbt because I don't want them going through all my shit and causing more stress for my family.

That's what I was thinking. The goddamn autopsy.

I don't want the police to be suspicious of my dad (like they were last year when I tried to ctb) so, I might just record my own death explaining that this is my goddamn decision so they leave my family alone!
 
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After an autopsy they would find the SN in your system so would either see it as a suicide or maybe you had been poisoned.
She's a foreigner in a Third World country where the authorities don't give a shit
 
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She's a foreigner in a Third World country where the authorities don't give a shit
Yeah but I doubt they just chuck her on the back of truck and put her in the ground unless they are cartels. If they don't do a death cert etc then she can do what she wants. She knows more about her country than I know do.
 
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Yeah but I doubt they just chuck her on the back of truck and put her in the ground unless they are cartels. If they don't do a death cert etc then she can do what she wants. She knows more about her country than I know do.
Tbh, almost nothing she said made much sense to me
 
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Yeah but I doubt they just chuck her on the back of truck and put her in the ground unless they are cartels. If they don't do a death cert etc then she can do what she wants. She knows more about her country than I know do.
I do know a lot about my country, but not what they do in the case of deaths.
Yeah, I don't think it would work. Reading the embassy's website, they would do an autopsy I think.
 
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