*SN* thought - who else feels the same?

[Freakazette]

When it comes to this particular and special method, I kinda feel reassured that once I drink the SN mixture, I cannot back out... I won't have the guts to call for myself an ambulance to admit what I did to my own self or maybe I won't even make it...to do that.

Of course, from other methods as well you cannot back out, for instance if you jump or drown.

But this reflection is mainly because my 1st chosen method was an "exit bag" with pure nitrogen - already got it. And, from what I've found out researching, you can rip off the bag/apparatus in case you panick before becoming unconsciouss or even during, or other mistakes.

However, when it comes to SN, once you drink this, you cannot abort whatsoever passing out and so on and so forth. You won't worry if the gas is suffice or not, if there will be any air leak after losing your consciouss or not etc.

Peace,

 

[Fehler]

It is one of the things that reassures me of the SN, in my previous attempt I did not get to take it because I was not sure about it and the last thing I wanted was to repent and call a "crisis line" after drinking it. Although I would not see myself with the heart to call, that would only lead to me being locked up and the SN removed.

 

[http-410]

My first choice was also Nitrogen, I already had some of the equipment, but the risk of doing something wrong and ending up as a vegetable was too high for me. I don't know if I could have ever trusted the diving regulator, since I bought it used because scuba equipment is pretty expensive. Then there's a logistical problem - I couldn't transport the gas bottle from a to b. (e.g. to a hotel) - at least not without attracting attention.

As for SN... theoretically, there is still the possibility of getting "help" in time after drinking it. I cannot judge how I will think or feel in my last seconds, but I sincerely hope that I will not regret it.

 

[Freakazette]

My first choice was also Nitrogen, I already had some of the equipment, but the risk of doing something wrong and ending up as a vegetable was too high for me. I don't know if I could have ever trusted the diving regulator, since I bought it used because scuba equipment is pretty expensive. Then there's a logistical problem - I couldn't transport the gas bottle from a to b. (e.g. to a hotel) - at least not without attracting attention.

As for SN... theoretically, there is still the possibility of getting "help" in time after drinking it. I cannot judge how I will think or feel in my last seconds, but I sincerely hope that I will not regret it.

@http-410 Yup, exactly my thought. Technicality... If something, anything at all, goes wrong/off, when you`re already passed out and also alone, you cannot do anything about it. But when it comes to SN - it has either the desired effect or it doesn`t, it seems.