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Phoenix

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Probably a long shot and now impossible thanks to pro lifers determined to make us live a life of torture and experience traumatic painful deaths... BUT are there any legit sources left where I can get SN in the UK?
 
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I_just_cba

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I'd really like to know this too if anyone is able to PM about it.

As a backup I'd be tempted to pay the £500 or whatever for N but SN would really be ideal.

I don't fancy Beachy Head, mainly because I just cba to travel there (name checks out) but also I'd probably talk myself out of it.
 
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Phoenix

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People are welcome to message me if they wish to stay anonymous as I'm aware the site is being watched
I'd really like to know this too if anyone is able to PM about it.

As a backup I'd be tempted to pay the £500 or whatever for N but SN would really be ideal.

I don't fancy Beachy Head, mainly because I just cba to travel there (name checks out) but also I'd probably talk myself out of it.

one bottle of N cost me £600 unfortunately it was confiscated by family so I'm completely running out of options...
beachy head is literally 20 minutes from where I live but I'm terrified of heights!
 
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I'd really like to know this too if anyone is able to PM about it.
Same.... but it was classified as an reportable substance/poison in December, which means even if you ordered it from another country, the chances of it getting confiscated by Customs (and possibly a police visit) is very high.

one bottle of N cost me £600 unfortunately it was confiscated by family so I'm completely running out of options...
Ouch..... :I
 
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Phoenix

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Same.... but it was classified as an reportable substance/poison in December, which means even if you ordered it from another country, the chances of it getting confiscated by Customs (and possibly a police visit) is very high.


Ouch..... :I

I knew I should have ordered it as a backup last year before the teenagers messed it up for us all
 
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I_just_cba

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one bottle of N cost me £600 unfortunately it was confiscated by family so I'm completely running out of options...
beachy head is literally 20 minutes from where I live but I'm terrified of heights!
Ouch! That's so annoying.

And yeah I'm not keen on heights too, I'm also just scared about not doing it properly and being a vegetable for the rest of existence.
Same.... but it was classified as an reportable substance/poison in December, which means even if you ordered it from another country, the chances of it getting confiscated by Customs (and possibly a police visit) is very high.
Such a pain. Of course I fully intend to CTB just after the rules/guidelines change to make my awful life already so much more difficult
 
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Phoenix

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Ouch! That's so annoying.

And yeah I'm not keen on heights too, I'm also just scared about not doing it properly and being a vegetable for the rest of existence.

Such a pain. Of course I fully intend to CTB just after the rules/guidelines change to make my awful life already so much more difficult
That's exactly why I'm reluctant to try hanging but it's becoming the only option but it holds so many risks
 
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I_just_cba

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Mar 27, 2021
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That's exactly why I'm reluctant to try hanging but it's becoming the only option but it holds so many risks
Yeah definitely, I wouldn't trust myself to do it properly.

I think my preference order of realistic options are:

1) SN - cheap ish and painless, little risk to health
2) N - same as SN, probably more reliable but very expensive
3) Beachy Head - probably near certain CTB but effort to go and scared of heights
4) My flat balcony - 9 floors so more risk of vegetable state
5) Hanging - Can be painful, nowhere to do it, high vegetable risk
6) Jump in front of train - painful, trauma for driver, probably would be too scared at the time

Haven't really considered others, don't think I'd want to!
 
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carplad

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Mar 3, 2021
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Probably a long shot and now impossible thanks to pro lifers determined to make us live a life of torture and experience traumatic painful deaths... BUT are there any legit sources left where I can get SN in the UK?
Got some from US easily.Arrived with box covered in hazard stickers,just need to test it?
 
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Phoenix

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Yeah definitely, I wouldn't trust myself to do it properly.

I think my preference order of realistic options are:

1) SN - cheap ish and painless, little risk to health
2) N - same as SN, probably more reliable but very expensive
3) Beachy Head - probably near certain CTB but effort to go and scared of heights
4) My flat balcony - 9 floors so more risk of vegetable state
5) Hanging - Can be painful, nowhere to do it, high vegetable risk
6) Jump in front of train - painful, trauma for driver, probably would be too scared at the time

Haven't really considered others, don't think I'd want to!
Got some from US easily.Arrived with box covered in hazard stickers,just need to test it?

can you message me the source?
 
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Thisgirlwantstosleep

A pointless life had in a pointless world
Mar 11, 2019
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I'm interested too. When looking for SN online these days you can only find bags with 0.6% SN inside. Make sure to check if it's pure.
 
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Bamman

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Mar 31, 2021
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Same if possible
Hi

it states technical grade 99% pure?
I'm assuming food grade would be vastly inferior to lab grade. Also food grade I imagine would also tend to be mixed in terms of its chemical make up as it's intended for eventual human consumption. Obviously in a small dose.
 
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Sullun

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Jul 5, 2020
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Given what's been said on here, am I given to understand that it would actually be easier to get hold of N in the UK if you have the money?
 

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