charaunderground
* Let justice be done.
- Nov 29, 2024
- 72
Thinking now perhaps I should try and get SN while it's still "easily" available (a couple posts about DMC starting to ask people why they're buying makes me a little wary that Something's Up), but have realized a flaw in my planning. Several SN regiments mentions benzos, (prescribed) antiemetics, etc.
While I have OTC antiemetics avaliable, and I think at some point my parents had some sort of leftover prescribed one in the medicine cabinet Somewhere, there's no way I can get these medications if it turns out I'm wrong. And can't get benzos at all. My insurance is currently hot garbage, and I'm broke at the moment, mostly because my car's alternator picked the perfect time of year to die whilst most people are already strapped for cash (read: holiday season).
I'm aware that people can die from just about anything if circumstances are ideal enough, but how much will this increase the risk of failure? I planned on fasting ahead of time if I go through with this, obviously, but not sure how much success is based on each factor. Like — is it only 50% estimate of succeeding if there's no benzos? Or are they just for "comfort"? Are the antiemetics mostly for preventing vomiting, or for increasing absorption?
Sorry if any of these are particularly stupid questions. I have a major fear of failing — less so because "you could be a vegetable" (because if so, at least I'll be unaware) and moreso that I'll either have to deal with the fallout/consequences — and would rather my chances be as optimal as is possible.
While I have OTC antiemetics avaliable, and I think at some point my parents had some sort of leftover prescribed one in the medicine cabinet Somewhere, there's no way I can get these medications if it turns out I'm wrong. And can't get benzos at all. My insurance is currently hot garbage, and I'm broke at the moment, mostly because my car's alternator picked the perfect time of year to die whilst most people are already strapped for cash (read: holiday season).
I'm aware that people can die from just about anything if circumstances are ideal enough, but how much will this increase the risk of failure? I planned on fasting ahead of time if I go through with this, obviously, but not sure how much success is based on each factor. Like — is it only 50% estimate of succeeding if there's no benzos? Or are they just for "comfort"? Are the antiemetics mostly for preventing vomiting, or for increasing absorption?
Sorry if any of these are particularly stupid questions. I have a major fear of failing — less so because "you could be a vegetable" (because if so, at least I'll be unaware) and moreso that I'll either have to deal with the fallout/consequences — and would rather my chances be as optimal as is possible.