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Discussion SN arrived

Wantogonow

Wantogonow

Member
Apr 18, 2022
24
Just got SN want to use it now but need to wait until later when I'm alone. Water and power ready to go. Going to take some sleep tablets half hour before I drink. Got some mixed feelings about this I'm calm but anxiety and very tired.
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
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Wantogonow said:
Just got SN want to use it now but need to wait until later when I'm alone. Water and power ready to go. Going to take some sleep tablets half hour before I drink. Got some mixed feelings about this I'm calm but anxiety and very tired.
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I get butterflies (anxious) too whenever I think of the process I'm going to go through with setting up etc. SN. It's very normal.
 
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DPJ187

Student
Apr 14, 2022
128
The entire point is for you to be comfortable, just take a breath make sure your happy and you will know if its right
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,620
I think I would personally find it comforting if I had SN. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point, I am also tired. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 
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Wantogonow

Wantogonow

Member
Apr 18, 2022
24
FuneralCry said:
I think I would personally find it comforting if I had SN. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point, I am also tired. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
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Thank you
 
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Wantogonow

Wantogonow

Member
Apr 18, 2022
24
I did it why have I woke up what when wrong
 
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Wantogonow

Wantogonow

Member
Apr 18, 2022
24
BigG91 said:
You might want to explain in detail.
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I fasted 24 hour only drink with anitsickness tablet then about 10 took some sleeping tablets waited hour and drink SN 20g 100ml of water I wasn't sick so when to sleep
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Wantogonow said:
I did it why have I woke up what when wrong
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Do you have Sodium Nitrite or Nitrate?
This is odd. Even with Nitrate you should still get sick.
 
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sueoffside

sueoffside

forget dbt and cbt i wanna ctb
Dec 11, 2019
47
Are you blue? How do you feel physically?
 
Toxic Positivity

Toxic Positivity

At my own pace
Feb 11, 2022
95
I'm so sorry things got to this point. Are you still with us? How do you feel?
 
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solisoccasus

solisoccasus

The unnoticed girl
Mar 2, 2022
82
Wantogonow said:
Just got SN want to use it now but need to wait until later when I'm alone. Water and power ready to go. Going to take some sleep tablets half hour before I drink. Got some mixed feelings about this I'm calm but anxiety and very tired.
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How did you get it?
 
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sueoffside

sueoffside

forget dbt and cbt i wanna ctb
Dec 11, 2019
47
Hope you will be ok this is a highly unusual outcome I'm so sorry ur still suffering x
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I'm sorry this is happening to you I'm not sure exactly what could be wrong
 
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VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
Blood test the SN.

20g survived without vomiting doesn't add up. It can't be genuine nitrite.
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
I can't imagine how you felt waking up.

I think your SN must be something else? What does it say on the packaging?

❤
 
BigG91

BigG91

I'd rather be homeless with good health.
Aug 21, 2021
191
Wantogonow said:
I fasted 24 hour only drink with anitsickness tablet then about 10 took some sleeping tablets waited hour and drink SN 20g 100ml of water I wasn't sick so when to sleep
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Where did you get the SN from ?

Blood test means to mix a little SN to a few drops of your blood to see if it changes colour to brownish red ... If it changes then it's SN.
 
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blvck

Member
May 12, 2018
95
After 2 attempts with other methods i just think I should try this instead but I'm too lazy to go through the process
 
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TheWood

TheWood

Experienced
Mar 1, 2022
216
BigG91 said:
Where did you get the SN from ?

Blood test means to mix a little SN to a few drops of your blood to see if it changes colour to brownish red ... If it changes then it's SN.
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To do this, sn doesn't have to be diluted right?
 
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BigG91

BigG91

I'd rather be homeless with good health.
Aug 21, 2021
191
TheWood said:
To do this, sn doesn't have to be diluted right?
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People have diluted also but you'll need more blood and use more SN

Colour will change with 3-5s
 
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BigG91

BigG91

I'd rather be homeless with good health.
Aug 21, 2021
191
Wantogonow said:
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I think this might be Salt + Sodium Nitrite or meat curing salt.

Where did you buy it from ? Doesn't it have a label or purity mentioned ?
 
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sueoffside

sueoffside

forget dbt and cbt i wanna ctb
Dec 11, 2019
47
Is 0.6% the only percentage on it?
 
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