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CelestialSky
Member
- May 25, 2019
- 70
I poured out my N into a glass with full intentions of ctb tonight. And I couldn't bring myself to do it. I just couldn't fucking put the cup to my mouth. Now it's wasted and I feel like I've lost my only way out (plus 700 bucks which I don't have). I'll never be able to get N again and I'm devastated. I'm too cowardly to die. Fuck my life.