Sewerslide Note

[ShinyScissors]

SUBTEXT: "There is no code to decipher, no hidden meanings, or encrypted message.

You all knew what was to come. All the eyes on me, glisten with passion having a front row seat to watch a live train wreck, anticipated any second. No help granted. Shameful.

This time, outlier being my breath grew tired, cries ceased to part. Lips so dry, sealed itself shut.

Curse my dead name & say I was crazy, unable for saving. I say your pride is die hard to spit on my grave & return to church come sunday. [signature]

(Now, today's sponsor says:)
𝐹𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒮𝒽𝒾𝓉 𝐼'𝓂 𝒪𝓊𝓉

Oh btw my cats go to: [𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥]. Other pets go to: [𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥], [𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳] or [𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥]. I love my pets and I know they'll take care of them. [𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦] doesn't get them lol sorry bro.

No funeral. Cremate my ass & scatter in forest to be forgotten ♡

***Prepared 08/26/24
This event is not planned & will happen on impulse on a random date*** "


COMMENTARY: I have ocd but I had fun not giving a fuck about crippling perfection for once. It was peaceful.

This note is chilling in my dresser drawer. I rent an apartment having my own space so it won't be disturbed.

I don't care if you take inspiration. Please do not fraudulently credit yourself or plagarise. I take pride in tonight's brain dump lol.

To clarify I get 'suicidal' panick attacks that are very impulsive, eliminates about all survival instinct. This is how I plan to go out. I have a brief idea to jump off a nearby cliff locals call "pride rock". At night ofc, so I don't traumatize any passerby teenagers that go there to do hard drugs or have cave sex.

 

[Holu]

This is very pretty and I can feel the emotion. Hope everything goes well, should the time comes. Even if the death is by impulse, I admire your awareness and empathy to preplan it and do so to avoid causing harm to the best of your ability.

And a little on the "deadname" bit of the note, I'm not trans, but the line does strike me emotionally. A few months ago I lost my friend Mia, and her religious family buried her under her deadname, and blamed the devil rather than address their own role and anti-trans ideologies. I don't know what you believe you will experience after life, but regardless I hope your family at least respects your wishes, whether it matters or not to you following death.

Thank yous for sharing this, hope all goes well, and that until then all is well.