Venting school is the biggest trigger

[Imgonnadie]

I will most likely fail some classes this semester. The more behind I get, the worse I perform. The worse I perform, the greater the anxiety over never being able to get a good job. Without a good job in this society, I might as well end it. No point in suffering through a shitty low skilled service job or dangerous construction job. I've tried that. I'd rather be dead.

 

[ClairyFairy]

I'm sorry that you're feeling like this. I come from a family where my siblings are drs and lawyers and real high fliers. I've only just known that I was the most abused one, guess what I work 2 days in a shop. It does contribute to me wanting to ctb. Can you retake the year/semester or would the outcome be the same? You never know, keep your fingers crossed you might pass it by the skin of your teeth

 

[WornOutLife]

Sorry you're going through this, pal.

In my case, high school was what triggered my suicidal thoughts. Such a hell!

 

[demuic]

I completely relate, school is my biggest stressor right now and making me highly suicidal.