Saying goodbyes

[asdfandqwerty]

Hey guys. Some may have seen me around a little bit lately, and to some I might be a completely new face. I've made a thread recently where I attempted to take SN at a hotel. Well, today I'm going to be giving it another shot at home in a few hours.
Despite only being here for 2 months, I want to thank this site for providing me with valuable resources to end my pain, and thank you to its users who have been nothing but helpful, understanding and compassionate. I wish only the best for you all, and I'm sorry you're all suffering.
I may not document too much of what happens here in this thread. I really need some time for myself. I'll stop by for sure though, just because doing this all alone is honestly quite scary.
I know that this is final, and I really hope for minimal pain. My last attempt hurt quite a lot. Still, I am privileged in being able to die at my own chosen time and place through a relatively peaceful method and spending my last moments with my loved ones.

 

[Parnate]

We support you whatever be your choice. Love and hugs

 

[DangerRanger]

I wish you nothing but the best. I hope you find the peace you're looking for

 

[Huntfish34]

I hope everything goes smoothly for you,. Thoughts and prayers -

 

[Of The Universe]

Agree with Huntfish! And you're sure?

 

[asdfandqwerty]

Agree with Huntfish! And you're sure?

Yeah. I trust my experiences, and they're telling me this life can't go on. It's ok though - I draw comfort from knowing there's a chance at happiness for others in the world, even if I got extremely screwed. Though my existence will be snuffed out, there will be others (who for sure won't be as much of a waste of resources).

 

[rationaltake]

Yes. I've seen you around. So sorry it's come to this.

May you be free from suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I hope you find peace and relief from pain in whatever happens.

 

[TheWood]

I wish you to find the peace you seek in this world or elsewhere. I'd tell you to give yourself another chance but the choice is yours

 

[asdfandqwerty]

I wish you to find the peace you seek in this world or elsewhere. I'd tell you to give yourself another chance but the choice is yours

Sometimes there's just no turning back.
Feeling sleepy, but I'll close my eyes only once I've drank my dose.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[asdfandqwerty]

Family went to bed. 2 hours until my fasting is complete, then I'll start the stat dose.

 

[Huntfish34]

Damn. I wish you the Best like I have stated before. Bless you Always -

 

[FallingGrace]

I've lit a candle for you friend. You listening to any music in particular? Are you comfortable?

 

[Dead Meat]

Wishing you a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility

 

[Doombox]

Family went to bed. 2 hours until my fasting is complete, then I'll start the stat dose.

Wishing the best for you.

 

[asdfandqwerty]

I've lit a candle for you friend. You listening to any music in particular? Are you comfortable?

Thank you so much. And yeah, trying to relax. Not listening to anything in particular. Kind of anxious though.

 

[Doombox]

Thank you so much. And yeah, trying to relax. Not listening to anything in particular. Kind of anxious though.

A lot of people here care and are thinking about you.

 

[asdfandqwerty]

A lot of people here care and are thinking about you.

I'm very lucky I'm not alone. :)

 

[stoiccactus]

You seem like a cool person. I am sorry things turned out the way they did for you.

 

[asdfandqwerty]

You seem like a cool person. I am sorry things turned out the way they did for you.

It's okay. For some to be fortunate, others must be unfortunate.
And you guys seem nice too. I don't know what circumstances lead you to this site, but I hope things will turn out better for you than they did for me.

 

[Lullaby]

It sucks that it has to be this way, but you seem really content and I guess that's really all you can ask for when you get to this point. I'm really hoping this goes smoothly and everything is peaceful.

Lots of people are here with you every step of the way, regardless of what happens.

 

[FallingGrace]

Hope everything is well with you

 

[Kismet]

Hey, just want to say I wish you well. I'm new myself so I don't really know you but you will be in my thoughts and I hope you find your peace

 

[asdfandqwerty]

Made the SN drink. I tried to dissolve it as well as I could, but there seems to be a white mucus on the bottom and some very tiny bits floating around. Does that mean it's not fully dissolved? I only added as much water as was listed.
Edit: Ok, turns out I just didn't stir well enough.
Gonna call it here, folks. Wish me luck.

 

[stoiccactus]

Thinking of you, internet stranger. Safe travels.

 

[Message In A Bottle]

Hope you have a peaceful sleep... Rest easy

 

[Huntfish34]

Amen,. R.I.P. ... Always and forever

 

[T-StayResident]

Safe travels. I hope you find peace.

 

[24601]

Are you there, my friend?. If not R.I.P