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TessB

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Oct 13, 2020
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I just wondered how many of you are the same as me.. in that you have your 'primary' methods worked out, be it SN or jumping or whatever... but then I have what I think of as my 'secondary' methods.. which is just the stuff I do to take risks.. hoping it will end my life if I have a bit of luck, but it's probably unlikely. Like driving as fast as I can where ever I go. I challenge myself to not use my brakes as well however bendy the road, or meeting people I don't know from the internet hoping they will kill me.. or just taking a load of coke hoping I might OD. I won't go into details but also ignoring medical advice and risking fatal consequences.. things like that.
Anyone else?
 
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popcorn

Experienced
Dec 20, 2020
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my friend takes me out on his motorbike smashing the motorways after alcohol and amphet, at times without a proper helmet and once in flip flops, best fun ever tbh

the disregard for your own life or death wish or wateva is subconscious to me, only on sobering moments afterwoods do i realise it
 
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TessB

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Oct 13, 2020
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my friend takes me out on his motorbike smashing the motorways after alcohol and amphet, at times without a proper helmet and once in flip flops, best fun ever tbh

the disregard for your own life or death wish or wateva is subconscious to me, only on sobering moments afterwoods do i realise it
I need a friend with a motorbike (@Mentalmick )
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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I can relate.
For instance, I hate going to hospitals so I just avoid them while my health is getting worse.

I guess I'm kinda waiting to have one random accident on the streets some day too.

Anyway, I hope to be able to use my primary method (SN or N if a miracle happens lol)
 
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TessB

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Oct 13, 2020
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Oh.. and of course drinking myself to death day by day..
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Oh.. and of course drinking myself to death day by day..
I almost forget this!
I would love so much to die while getting wasted lol
 
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lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
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No, too scared to even got outside atm.:ehh:
 
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fred farkle

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or meeting people I don't know from the internet or just taking a load of coke . things like that.
Anyone else?
perhaps you and I should get together and discuss this further...
 
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TessB

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Oct 13, 2020
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I almost forget this!
I would love so much to die while getting wasted lol
I do think alcohol is a major antidote to SI. I was driving tonight and I was a bit drunk tbh and yes I'm a pile of shit for drink driving I know.. but it was long straight roads no other vehicles around.. and I was trying to work up the courage to just crash.. and I felt more confident about it than I ever normally do because of the alcohol.. just nicely numb and chilled and music pumping I just felt one second away from crashing into a tree. I guess tonight wasn't the night though :-(
perhaps you and I should get together and discuss this further...
If you live in the uk and are likely to strangle me to death then YES..
(I'm not making ss look good to pro lifers right now am I? :haha:
 
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Whole-Ad

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Apr 4, 2021
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Yup, no longer looking before crossing the road, driving stupidly fast and only using peripheral for driving over roundabouts. Those road signs for bends that advise a maximum speed around them, it's like they're asking me to try and go faster. I've often had to stop myself from driving and remind myself that hey just because I want to die doesn't mean other people on the road do too. Recently I also had an infection and I just ignored it for about 3 weeks, hoping it would get into my blood and kill me. Unfortunately it didn't and ended up taking 2 weeks longer to clear up than it would've if I had just went to the doctors for antibiotics.
 
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MoreThanAFeeling

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Feb 23, 2020
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SS is a hidden gold mine for killers considering how many here want to get killed.
 
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Outofhope

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Feb 19, 2021
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Random hookups with men. Who I'm not attracted to. Hoping I'll get hiv and aids and die a painful death. Basically get raped and sit there and take it. More self harm than hoping to die.
 
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GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
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I just wondered how many of you are the same as me.. in that you have your 'primary' methods worked out, be it SN or jumping or whatever... but then I have what I think of as my 'secondary' methods.. which is just the stuff I do to take risks.. hoping it will end my life if I have a bit of luck, but it's probably unlikely. Like driving as fast as I can where ever I go. I challenge myself to not use my brakes as well however bendy the road, or meeting people I don't know from the internet hoping they will kill me.. or just taking a load of coke hoping I might OD. I won't go into details but also ignoring medical advice and risking fatal consequences.. things like that.
Anyone else?
Do you guys get decent coke over there? Im just above the Mexico border. I saw some coke that would make a junkie cry. It was crystallized and yellow like a crayon. It smelled so bad. Just curious.
 
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Carrotcake

Experienced
Nov 27, 2019
265
SS is a hidden gold mine for killers considering how many here want to get killed.
I'm still looking for my friendly neighborhood serial killer, haven't had much luck.
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
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Doing strength training with minimal cardio combined with eating some saturated fat and cholesterol. Should really get better at eating butter, pork and drinking liquor though.
 
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TessB

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Oct 13, 2020
743
Do you guys get decent coke over there? Im just above the Mexico border. I saw some coke that would make a junkie cry. It was crystallized and yellow like a crayon. It smelled so bad. Just curious.
I've never seen any that looks like that thank god. I think it's pretty good where I'm from.
Yup, no longer looking before crossing the road, driving stupidly fast and only using peripheral for driving over roundabouts. Those road signs for bends that advise a maximum speed around them, it's like they're asking me to try and go faster. I've often had to stop myself from driving and remind myself that hey just because I want to die doesn't mean other people on the road do too. Recently I also had an infection and I just ignored it for about 3 weeks, hoping it would get into my blood and kill me. Unfortunately it didn't and ended up taking 2 weeks longer to clear up than it would've if I had just went to the doctors for antibiotics.
What you said about road signs/ max speed that is the same thing I do!! Xx
 
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Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
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There is a game called knockout or the blackout challenge and I have been reading stories over the years where kids have died.


Cheers

Geo
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

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Mar 21, 2021
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If I was not extremely shy and had a social abilities I would not mind going to a club to meet a guy with the condition that he kills me afterwards in a non cruel manner. My biggest risks are probably taking too much paracetamol when I have got a headache.
 
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D11FER

Lost and Lonely
May 23, 2020
140
I love driving fast and yes I've identified 4 good spots such as bridges and trees that I could smash my car into at 100 plus MPH.
I've never considered meeting someone off the net with the hope they would do me in ! I've tried Tinder but never got a single match so im going to leave the online strangler thing x lol
 
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TessB

Warlock
Oct 13, 2020
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I love driving fast and yes I've identified 4 good spots such as bridges and trees that I could smash my car into at 100 plus MPH.
I've never considered meeting someone off the net with the hope they would do me in ! I've tried Tinder but never got a single match so im going to leave the online strangler thing x lol
Omg I'm imaging us in your car doing that together now
 
SadGirl

SadGirl

Specialist
Mar 24, 2019
333
riding a bicycle at high speed and without stopping in the "peers" walking on foot without looking at the streets, climbing high places. I'm just like you, friend.
Oh.. and of course drinking myself to death day by day..
I was doing this, drinking it every day. But I stopped now. But I think I'm going to start doing it again.
 
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bad luck

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Mar 2, 2021
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The car is not 100% safe and there is a great risk of looking like a vegetable. Unless you crash him into a wall at high speed without a belt and shutting off the airbags. I know people who were left with head injuries and pain for life. Before I jump off a bridge. The chassis would be me
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,662
I haven't thought much about impulsive attempts since discovering this site and working out my SN method actually though I used to stare at busy roads sometimes while walking downtown and imagining myself getting hit by a bus or truck whenever I got too stressed. One time I even walked out of the place I was working at without telling anyone and just wandered the nearby freeway for a couple hours thinking about walking into oncoming cars before I chickened out and decided to just quit that day.

As for now though, if the SN fails my backup method is to do as little as possible to treat my diabetes and hope that kills me. I already continue to barely exercise and eat like a pig so fingers crossed.
 
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TessB

Warlock
Oct 13, 2020
743
The car is not 100% safe and there is a great risk of looking like a vegetable. Unless you crash him into a wall at high speed without a belt and shutting off the airbags. I know people who were left with head injuries and pain for life. Before I jump off a bridge. The chassis would be me
Yes I'm scared of that result.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It is always an possibility, there are things that could cause death anywhere, even where you least expect it.
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UterEntonaur

Specialist
Aug 17, 2020
340
#1 SN (fingers crossed it arrives this time)
#2 Beachy Head
#3 Partial (if there's another lockdown and I can't do #2)

I challenge myself to not use my brakes...
Is this a multi-player game? Can I ride shotgun? :pfff:
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
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I was not sure about covid. Getting it could kill you but on the other hand you can get permanent damage from it.
 
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Some1's_Wasted_Fetus

Student
Mar 20, 2021
174
There is a game called knockout or the blackout challenge and I have been reading stories over the years where kids have died.


Cheers

Geo
I don't understand. How do they die from holding their breath? I thought if you go unconscious your body will just start breathing again. Do they strangle themselves while holding their breath until they go unconscious?
 
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GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
665
There is a game called knockout or the blackout challenge and I have been reading stories over the years where kids have died.


Cheers

Geo
There ya go pro-lifers! TikTok making the "compression method" famous for little kids who are easily influenced including autistic children.... go get em! No? Bunch of little bitches....
 
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