Suizid
i don't want to be here
- Sep 17, 2025
- 57
- Swallow alot of different anti emetics
- Drink 5 beers (wait 30mins)
- Swallow some Benzos, because they increase OD risk but they also remove feelings of fear (wait 30 mins)
- Boil 2 Fentanyl Patches and drink the solution (150mg/hr Patches. if atleast half of the fentanyl gets into the water i would consume 10mg of fentanly)
- Stick another 2-3 Patches on my stomach and heat them up with a hairdryer or a Hot water bottle
- I thought about Smoking another Patch on Aluminium Foil at the end.
Im afraid that i will still vomit even though i will take anti emetics, because i am not used to drugs.
- Drink 5 beers (wait 30mins)
- Swallow some Benzos, because they increase OD risk but they also remove feelings of fear (wait 30 mins)
- Boil 2 Fentanyl Patches and drink the solution (150mg/hr Patches. if atleast half of the fentanyl gets into the water i would consume 10mg of fentanly)
- Stick another 2-3 Patches on my stomach and heat them up with a hairdryer or a Hot water bottle
- I thought about Smoking another Patch on Aluminium Foil at the end.
Im afraid that i will still vomit even though i will take anti emetics, because i am not used to drugs.