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filthyrottendirty

Experienced
Feb 20, 2021
222
June 15
 
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Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
IDK. It was supposed to be this year, but my brother is suddenly engaged this year. I don't want to be the party pooper with my disappearance and death and all.

I guess 5 years from now, more or less. Then again, something might pop up like the birth of my nephews and nieces, one of my siblings getting married, and all those kinds of things that will delay my suicide. I'm stuck, and it sucks.

I'm happy for my brother though. I wish my brother and my future sister-in-law all the best!
 
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suffocatingseraphim

suffocatingseraphim

⸙𖦹killing the self as to protect it from harm𖦹⸙
Feb 6, 2020
105
August 24th 2022, my birthday. Or, October 24th.

If not next year, it will happen for certain within the next 5 years. I know without a doubt I will not be alive 10 years from now. I refuse to live into my 40s or even 30s
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
No set date yet but likely this year unless anything miraculous happens. Could be as early as the end of May or possibly August/September.
 
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Odwin

Odwin

Bucket of Chicken
Mar 31, 2021
461
Could be any day.
 
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orlandom

orlandom

Mage
Mar 4, 2021
514
I made a promise to myself not to publish the date in advance. But I'll post it an hour or two before the bus. Soon.
 
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I_just_cba

Member
Mar 27, 2021
40
July 17th 2021.

Need to see if my football team get promoted or if England win the Euros first. Otherwise would be May.
 
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BandAddict

BandAddict

Specialist
Apr 3, 2019
338
Earliest, end of May. I want Mother's day with my mom at least. Latest if nothing changes, sometime before the holidays this year.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
21st of any month, any year.
 
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signifying nothing

signifying nothing

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Sep 13, 2020
2,553
July 20th 20xx, 2040 at the latest.
 
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fred farkle

fred farkle

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Dec 17, 2020
346
hopefully,before summer is over!
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
I don't have one and I probably won't plan or state an exact date. But I hope I can manage it before this coming summer ends, I wanted to do it this past winter so that I wouldn't have to worry about the increased consequence of a heated, rotting corpse (chances are, I may not be discovered for awhile)..but too much was not in place then, and still isn't, mainly because other people in my life are not cooperating to allow me control over parts of myself that they are in possession of (things I want gone from their grasp, and in general, before I'm dead and can't do anything about it).
I am SO exhausted and already petrified of what I must do to end my misery, how I must swallow the SN and feel the poison shut me down slowly (I don't have access to an instantaneous method I'm comfortable with). I'm becoming pretty fucking enraged that after I have had such a sorry excuse for a life, grieved what could have/should have/would have been, all the ifs and regret..and have destroyed myself begging for certain requests to be met, trying already to meet so many on my own, that other people far better off than I am are causing me such a hellish hassle, shackling me to this existence longer than should be the case.
I honestly see why some suicidal people become violent when they are suffocated between a rock and a hard place, no way out..only thing to do is to attack.
I'm tired of internalizing so many horrible memories, worries, and present struggles/traumas...I want to shout and scream and be heard, I want to inflict what I have been afflicted with, I am fucking angry now. I am incredibly sad, and I am numb at times, but pure hatred and anger are becoming more common as I plead to the empty air to end this nightmare and get me the hell "out of here".
 
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WatermelonMel

WatermelonMel

Melon Master
Aug 19, 2019
406
Sometime before 2022, I haven't decided an exact date.
 
Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
January 28 2020
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
Jul 1, 2020
6,820
Whenever I go. However with my recent "I'm so fen done" and the sluts.... I mean my mother's bday and anniversary coming up in a few days.... Seems fitting to destroy it on her lol
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
5,739
Gonna get captured by AGI and put in life-extension, so I guess my death date is when all of the stars of the universe have been harvested and the stored energy has been used up. Maybe 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999-04-14 or something.
 
Bergamot

Bergamot

Sorry babe i love you..
Jan 25, 2021
125
The day when she break up with me or when i break up with her. The level of patient is gone I probably ctb right now
 
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Charaltontin

Charaltontin

Member
Apr 2, 2021
60
I moved the date alot..it was on my birthday (april 11)...but will probably move it the the 14th
 
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Loser47

Student
Jan 14, 2021
130
I had planned to leave this week but it's not happening
 
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Some1's_Wasted_Fetus

Student
Mar 20, 2021
174
I had planned to leave this week but it's not happening
Same. Too many responsibilities piling up this week made me feel uneasy because it felt like I was rushing and desperate so I held off
 
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Avyn

Avyn

Experienced
Jan 27, 2021
223
I dont have a date yet but hopefully as soon as possible
 
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S7W5115A9H0

Member
Dec 6, 2019
19
I set my date to the 1st of May 2021, because it is a Saturday...so perfect day as there is no work and nobody will notice and miss me in the first days. The only problem is I don't want to leave any mess and leave everything in good order but I am too exhausted to take care of everything right now :notsure: So I am not sure I can make this date and I also don't want to pressure myself for the case I don't feel ready because I know I still have hope in me. Which also annoys me.
 
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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
541
I hope for August or October
 
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Bamman

Can’t go back, why go forward?
Mar 31, 2021
74
When I've conquered my Si and got my method sorted.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,988
3 months after my Dog dies, time to have him cremated then 9mm,job done!
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
552
For a moment I was tempted give a date, but on second thought I'd be giving my tormentors too much to look forward to.
 
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BehindTheWall

BehindTheWall

May 21th 2020
Aug 26, 2020
132
It will be May 21 2021. The exact day my bestfriend commited suicide last year.
 
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