Method Please help

[restingplace]

I'm ready to start planning once again. I'm not sure what to result to next, cutting and hanging don't seem viable, I can't get my hands on any drugs unless it's morphine. Please can someone help me figure this all out and guide me in the right direction. I'm located in the UK and in a pretty rural area. I know of train tracks and forests I can get to just not sure what would be best. Please help

 

[kitkat9234]

I wish I knew

I have a year and a half of Lunesta saved up and some other sedating meds. Planning on taking everything with a bunch of alcohol then walking down to the river in hopes to drown myself. Hoping the pills and alcohol suppress SI but I feel this may not be enough. It's also freezing here in NY and I don't even want to go outside. Not sure if the cold would sober me up. Ugh. I wish it wasn't so hard.

Hoping you find some answers. Big hugs to you.

 

[restingplace]

I wish I knew

I have a year and a half of Lunesta saved up and some other sedating meds. Planning on taking everything with a bunch of alcohol then walking down to the river in hopes to drown myself. Hoping the pills and alcohol suppress SI but I feel this may not be enough. It's also freezing here in NY and I don't even want to go outside. Not sure if the cold would sober me up. Ugh. I wish it wasn't so hard.

Hoping you find some answers. Big hugs to you.

Yeah I was thinking a combination of pills would probably be best too but I don't want them to cancel out you know?

 

[kitkat9234]

I think as long as they are all depressants/sedating drugs it should help. I'm not an expert though. There are web sites where you can search drug interactions with certain meds. They will tell you the risks of taking them together and what they are. The ones I have and searched have moderate risks of enhancing the sedation risks and lowering respiration. I feel that if mixed with a whole bunch of alcohol and anti nausea medication it might help increasing sedation to where I can just fall asleep in the water and die.

Just to note that I'm not an expert and know this method is likely to fail but that's all I have to CBT. Hoping others will provide more information.

 

[Hysteria]

I seriously considered death by train, but I got scared because of what I read about it online. They say the tracks enhance the sound of the train to a horrible level, and you can feel the tracks getting hot from the vibrations. I also analyzed the trains and figured many trains had shovels at the bottom. So, it's more complicated than a clean-cut. I'm afraid of sensors warning the driver, too. Slowly being shoveled by a train on loud, hot tracks doesn't sound like a peaceful death.