People who are planning to use SN ...

[Curiousoutlook]

Where do you plan to take it at? Home? Hotel?

 

[emptyinside]

Nice place in forest

 

[Rayzieka]

Unfortunately, I have no other option than at home. If it were up to me I would go out into the middle of a forest as well.
But by the time I could walk to one and ingest the SN I would be reported missing due to my mental health records and likely found.

 

[WornOutLife]

I wanted to do it in my own apartment but it'll be a trauma for my dad because he'll probably be the first one to find me.

I guess if I had SN with me, I'd just book a hotel room and drink it there.

 

[greyhound]

Home is not a good place for SN if you live with parents/roommates as the sound of vomiting can alert them. There are examples of failed attempts on here due to that.

Unfortunately, I have no other option than at home. If it were up to me I would go out into the middle of a forest as well.
But by the time I could walk to one and ingest the SN I would be reported missing due to my mental health records and likely found.

Is there a GPS tracker embedded in you?

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

I also unfortunately have no other option than home since I am very ill / bedridden so it will become very obvious if one day I decide to leave the house and even tho I'm almost 19 my parents are very overprotective and don't let me go out to places alone

Is there a GPS tracker embedded in you?

you don't have to have a GPS tracker embedded on you for people to notice you're missing for hours and not answering

 

[lanax09]

Unfortunately, I have no other option than at home. If it were up to me I would go out into the middle of a forest as well.
But by the time I could walk to one and ingest the SN I would be reported missing due to my mental health records and likely found.

would you be able to take it before going to the forest? if it's not too far away you might still get a few minutes there

 

[nolongerhuman]

Either a hotel or somewhere off the trail at one of the state parks, I have a few specific spots in mind

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Probably go to the ocean, drink, get out a good ways and wait. SN doesn't do it the drowning will.

 

[Rayzieka]

would you be able to take it before going to the forest? if it's not too far away you might still get a few minutes there

Imagine a cornflake in the middle of a huge bowl of milk. Thats my town, lol.
It would take me an hour to locate an area with enough trees to not be seen. And in that hour someone would wake up and notice I'm gone.
My family basically sleeps in shifts, there's hardly ever no one awake.

 

[FuneralCry]

SN is my ideal method and if I had access to it, I would probably realistically take it in my house. I would ideally like to take it in an isolated area like a forest.

 

[SweetDreams500]

home.

 

[raison_d'etre]

somewhere no one can find me, i dont actually want anyone to know im gone. missing is fine for me. i have people that i care about and i wouldnt want to traumatize them. plus the thought that i might still be out there would give them at least some piece of mind. im somewhat an addict so they'd probably just assume im in a trap house or something

 

[FinalDestination]

My only option is home but there are a few periods during the week where there is no one at home during the day. Even so, no one really comes into my room to check on me anyways. I was actually having anxiety of not being found soon after and decomposing for several days there. Ideally going to a forest is best but there are none near me that aren't heavily visited.

 

[sad]

My home. I live alone and go 24hr+ without seeing anyone so it won't be suspicious.

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

Probably in a hotel and not at home don't want family finding me but fantasize about passing away during a heavy snow storm in Alaska

 

[Curiousoutlook]

For people who said at home and live with family, isn't that kind of traumatizing for your family to find you dead at home? Thats kind of my reason not wanting to do it at home.

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

For people who said at home and live with family, isn't that kind of traumatizing for your family to find you dead at home? Thats kind of my reason not wanting to do it at home.

yes it is but unfortunately some have literally no other option, I also don't want to do it there but I have no alternatives so that's my only option atm. If I do it I plan to do it in my rooms bathroom with the door shut and place a note on the door with a warning and to call the police, I may also send a mail to the police to come at my house at x time.

 

[voyager]

Am struggling a lot with this. Don't want to do it at home due to family. Don't even want to do it in this country because I despise it, plus there's people everywhere and I'm afraid of ending up in a ward.

Ideally, I'd like to do it in a vast, isolated forest, beach, or desert with the stars above. But getting the means there and C19 interference it might not be practical.

 

[unperson]

yes it is but unfortunately some have literally no other option, I also don't want to do it there but I have no alternatives so that's my only option atm. If I do it I plan to do it in my rooms bathroom with the door shut and place a note on the door with a huge warning and to call the police, I may also send a mail to the police to come at my house at x time.

Damn I feel like a jerk for being such a resentful mfkr I kinda want to just use a buckshot to paint the walls w my brains at me moms; 'd serve her right for fucking me up the way she did lol

but nah idk how/where I'd go, probably at hotel room

 

[adam]

For ethical reasons, I cannot use this at home, I have to go to the dark forest.

 

[motel rooms]

For ethical reasons, I cannot use this at home, I have to go to the dark forest.

It's always better to attempt to die where there's no people around

 

[adam]

It's always better to attempt to die where there's no people around

Yes, that's understandable. I live alone and at home, too, no one would have found me quickly. But I am renting an apartment, I do not want the landlord to have problems because of me.

 

[theguineapigking]

I plan to ctb at a hotel, using SN. I originally planned to take it at home, in my bedroom, on my recliner. But not only do I NOT want my family to find me dead in my room(which would be horrible for them, and knowing that I died in the house would be icing on the cake), it would also drop our house value(in case my parents and siblings ever were to move).

I plan to Lyft to a hotel, hang up a curtain in the entry way of my room, using tacks, with a warning note for the room keeper. Then, out.

 

[NO-HOPE]

Home

 

[miserableforever]

Damn I feel like a jerk for being such a resentful mfkr I kinda want to just use a buckshot to paint the walls w my brains at me moms; 'd serve her right for fucking me up the way she did lol

but nah idk how/where I'd go, probably at hotel room

I'm sorry. My mom is a monster, I can relate.

 

[dkc]

Home

 

[NoSurprises]

Hotel or cabin, by the sea

 

[mothflakes]

I've been thinking about that too. I don't want to do it at home because I don't want my partner to find me, and I'm worried about our two cats being poisoned (from leftover/vomit). But in a hotel, it's just going to be a random cleaning person who will be traumatized by it. Ideally, I would do it outside, somewhere peaceful like a forest or park, but then by the time someone finds me, I'll be half-eaten by wildlife and that would traumatize everyone. I have a hard time thinking about what happens after. I wish I didn't care as much. sorry if this wasn't helpful.

 

[Amumu]

If I'm alone in my flat it would be great.
In a hotel, why not but it's less intimate I think.