I agree with you. Before I got sick, I was never scared of dying or getting a terminal illness, and I sometimes had discussions with other people where I mentioned that life is quite meaningless, even though I explained that I appreciate life, and enjoy things in life (I was never depressed at the time) most people couldn't understand how I could say that life was meaningless. But it's fact, we live here for a short time, and if we are lucky we won't suffer that much. Of course I can understand how religious people (those who believe there is a better life after this) don't see life as meaningless, but for me as an agnostic person who see it as most likely that there is just "nothingness" after this life, so in my opinion in the grand scheme of things life is meaningless.