NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
I don't know why I keep trying, every area of my life I'm a total failure. what's the point on living if I have no one to love, no money, no family? my life is a torture. I just want to disapear.
 
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saltshaker

saltshaker

salt shaker, rule breaker
Jan 29, 2021
402
I've only had 1-2 short relationships, the worst times in my life was when they ended. These days i don't really want a partner, yet i keep trying.

I imagine i'm very likely to commit if i get dumped again.
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
I've only had 1-2 short relationships, the worst times in my life was when they ended. These days i don't really want a partner, yet i keep trying.

I imagine i'm very likely to commit if i get dumped again.
It's a terrible feeling when we end a relationship
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
As for the money, you might get it some day if you really look for it.
As for the woman, she hasn't appeared YET. Don't give up!

Easier said than done but if we don't keep on trying, we'll never know if we could've really reached our goals.

Hugs and love,

Matt
 
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xrafinha

xrafinha

Member
Mar 29, 2021
87
If you don't have any major health issues, everything else can be persued
 
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Sslsh

Sslsh

Experienced
Jan 29, 2020
293
Why would women want to date poor blokes with mental health issues such as us anyways. We are the "weak link" as far as evolution is concerned and are better off not procreating.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I know how that feels, and to be every guys last choice. I'm such a failure id do anything to escape these emotions luckily my emotions will be escaped soon.
 
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jusbug

Member
Apr 19, 2019
63
dont worry my friend ive been loved by many many woman and here i am with you
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,958
I can relate to that a lot. I wish I had a partner. This would improve my mental condition. However that's not realisitc. The last one rejected me probably because I am too ill. Damn that hurt. In some years poverty will come and then I am ready to ctb.
Maybe there is a female who is also very ill just like me out there. But where can I find her. This topic makes me very sad.
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
dont worry my friend ive been loved by many many woman and here i am with you
You bring to mind the Shakespeare line," One that loved not wisely but too well..."
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
906
Same here! Always unlucky in love. But I don't care anymore. The only thing I want is to die.
 
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SweetDreams500

SweetDreams500

Narcissistic gay NEETcel
Apr 4, 2021
234
Loneliness is hell. Humans need love. We're a social species.
 
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Q-Dust

Q-Dust

Am literally a rhododendron
Jun 9, 2019
51
If you have to do something alone, Then is not worth doing
 
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Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
If you have to do something alone, Then is not worth doing
Wait,are you saying if we have to go thru life alone,life isn't worth living?

That's kind of how I feel now. The one I loved is gone now. I don't want another.
 
Q-Dust

Q-Dust

Am literally a rhododendron
Jun 9, 2019
51
Wait,are you saying if we have to go thru life alone,life isn't worth living?

That's kind of how I feel now. The one I loved is gone now. I don't want another.
That's what I meant
 
AloeGarten

AloeGarten

magicka
May 14, 2021
140
reminds me of this image :/
hurts missing out on something other people take for granted
 

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papulin

Member
Nov 5, 2020
21
I understand the despair you feel. But know that in time, these things will all improve. You must know this viscerally. Take a Vitamin D, get a good night's sleep and get 'out there' in terms of meeting people.
Relationships are partnerships. It's not about having certain looks or certain amount of money - sure, that might help in the initial attraction phase but it's a terrible foundation for a real relationship. Real relationships are about shared struggle and shared successes. Compromises.

I know there is someone just perfect for you and in time you two will find each other.
 
Busticket

Busticket

Student
May 18, 2021
185
Same (I think).
I never had a gf and only had sex twice with the same women and I am 29.
But I don't care about love or women.
Let me be alone until 100 years old I don't care.
I just want to have money and never need to work again.
Then I will be happy and not need to ctb.
 
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palebluedot

the view from halfway down
Apr 20, 2020
41
that's all I care about anymore. to the point where i'm just having meaningless sex with people who don't give a fuck about me because at least that's better than always being alone. someone loving me is the only thing that could possibly stop me from ctb but I know it's never going to happen.
 

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