exiled

exiled

i gave so many signs
Jun 17, 2023
296
just how GREATLY i have suffered in this life
no one could ever imagine the depths of the pain
no would could even understand

NOBODY cares. and the level of pain i am feeling is something i think few have ever known.

i hate the positivity
i hate the "it'll be okays"
i hate the "you are strong"

JUST LET ME DIE
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,334
I can relate to your words. it all feels empty after a time. here if you wanna chat.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand just wishing to be gone, it's so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in this existing, it really sounds like you've suffered so much.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,822
I'm so sorry. I think the comedian Kenneth Williams wrote something similar in his diary. It struck me as so sad that so many people will have lived and died with so much pain and no one will fully realise.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,168
I'm so sorry for your suffering. I hope you find peace soon
 
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SA1994EC

Student
Jan 28, 2021
122
I feel your suffering. I am the same.
I have been suffering from great pain throughout my entire existence. But like a germ which gets killed by the immune system, no one notices my existence, not to mention my pain.
Why is this world so cruel to us?
 
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Tortured_empath

Tortured_empath

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
476
i think peoplw could never understand. Maybe i cant understand them either. Thats why i to live my life on my own terms. Easier said than done
 

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