ForeverLonely82
Experienced
- Dec 22, 2021
- 221
So my wife died today She was 49 and I constantly said that by the time she is 50 I will have to bury her And now my brain has call it and I can't say I'm surprised. I'm sitting here drinking I'm trying to numb the pain nothing was really helping but I will say this much while she didn't make me entirely happy I still cared about her. Now now she's gone and it will be hard to wake up day-to-day with her not being there and having to see her for the last time a look on her face was sad and there was nothing that could have been done about that. So I have to find a way to live without my wife without my rock and home. However I just wanted to let everybody know who was interested.