My mother has helped me a lot to overcome my problems

[NothingElseMatters]

But unfortunately I'm failing

 

[WornOutLife]

Your mother sounds awesome.

My dad is also like that and I also feel I've failed him. I wish I wasn't suicidal but it's just part of me!

 

[Moose.000]

Keep going, she'll keep helping. She's a blessing.

 

[mossball]

It's ok to stumble, progress isn't made overnight and your mom will be there along the way. All of the things that lead one here are very hard to deal with and I wish you and your mom the best. Takes time.