Venting My life is so boring and pointless. Need to ctb

[pulleditnearlyoff]

I'm laying in bed all day long. I'm bored, but don't feel like doing anything. Whole day I'm just waiting untill I can go to sleep again. Life is so pointless. Even nice weather can't motivate me. I tried to hang (partial) myself but I can't make it work.

What do you do all day?

 

[iloverachel]

I can relate
If I am not at work, I am rotting at home, watching movies, playing games, browsing these forums to pass the time until i can finally sleep again
No point leaving the house because I am never welcome anywhere and nowhere to go

It really is a hellish pointless life

 

[KillingPain267]

Yeah, same. It's time to go, I guess.

 

[Mirrory Me]

Reflecting and thinking about things. Apparently I have OCD, so I was jokingly wondering if I resemble the gollum from Lord of the Rings. In old fairy tales or beliefs, "sin" or "evil" is shown in the face or essence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I'm also so tired of suffering in this meaningless, pointless existence, I find it so incredibly dreadful how one cannot just choose to fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep, all that I wish for is to be unconscious for all eternity. More than anything I wish I never existed at all, human existence truly is such a futile and torturous burden, for me death really is the only comfort, I've never wished to exist in my case.

 

[Dark Window]

May I ask what you've done to try and get better?

Sounds like either

1) Your life just sucks right now, and you've lost touch with your hobbies. Go out take a risk

2) You're suffering from depression. Seek professional help

3) Both of the above.

 

[I'm scared]

I play ps5 all day or read my kindle to try and fight anxiety attacks and chronic digestive problems.I am limited in my choices of how to go as I am phonic of anything to do with vomiting.If anyone on here plays fortnite I am in all day

 

[derpyderpins]

I'm laying in bed all day long. I'm bored, but don't feel like doing anything. Whole day I'm just waiting untill I can go to sleep again. Life is so pointless. Even nice weather can't motivate me. I tried to hang (partial) myself but I can't make it work.

What do you do all day?

Anhedonia can be even worse than active unhappiness, can't it? You've got nothing to define yourself by.

When not working, I'll spend time with my partner if she isn't working: go on dates - restaurants or shows or fun places like arcades or sporting places - or stay at home and enjoy each other's company if we need to rest. If she's working I'll write music or play games, listen to music, but mostly just do what you do - I need a lot of rest to make up for the energy I use at work, which means I never really advance my hobbies much.

 

[neverLoved]

My daily life is sleep, wake up, eat, lay in bed hours on end, go to the gym, play video games and repeat. I basically don't enjoy any of these, it is just a habit now.

Although I am currently in school, can't get myself to do any work for it. Pretty much lost all my motivation and no concentration at all.

Boring life

 

[divinemistress36]

Doom scroll all day