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Rsuicidal
Student
- Dec 12, 2018
- 125
I am so sick of being alive and yet there is a problem with every method I research.
Pills online and firearms will risk jail and that is much worse than my current situation.
I have no resource for illegal drugs, everything can be cut with anything useless.
I cannot transport or store anything large so gases are out. Even cm I cannot do as it would likely go into vents.
Without a vehicle I cannot access things like private woods or high bridges.
Ive wanted hypothermia as well but good luck to me getting into a river without being found.
It seems more and more that hanging is my only option and it is not peaceful, nor easy to do. Nor do I have a decent place that would suspend my weight.
I am so angry I wish a few handfuls of something would just end all of this ffs.
Pills online and firearms will risk jail and that is much worse than my current situation.
I have no resource for illegal drugs, everything can be cut with anything useless.
I cannot transport or store anything large so gases are out. Even cm I cannot do as it would likely go into vents.
Without a vehicle I cannot access things like private woods or high bridges.
Ive wanted hypothermia as well but good luck to me getting into a river without being found.
It seems more and more that hanging is my only option and it is not peaceful, nor easy to do. Nor do I have a decent place that would suspend my weight.
I am so angry I wish a few handfuls of something would just end all of this ffs.