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purplehearted
SN re ordered! 🥲
- Nov 21, 2022
- 116
i'm breaking down. in every way. crying, panicking, self harming.
it hurts to have to pretend to everyone that you're okay and happy when you're planning your exit. I just got my meto and i'm waiting for my SN to come in. My fucking god if i had that SN right now i would drown myself by drinking it all
does anyone know anything that could help with this because i don't want anyone to think something is off with me and get suspicious so i get saved. How do i act normal without feeling so hurt
The calm feeling everyone describes after choosing ctb IS NOT THE CASE For ME i feel so fucking guilty that i'm going to hurt people it's eating me up inside. what do i do how can i make this easier any advice please i threw up at the end of the day over the anxiety and stress of having to pretend whilst carrying this with me. i feel sick
it hurts to have to pretend to everyone that you're okay and happy when you're planning your exit. I just got my meto and i'm waiting for my SN to come in. My fucking god if i had that SN right now i would drown myself by drinking it all
does anyone know anything that could help with this because i don't want anyone to think something is off with me and get suspicious so i get saved. How do i act normal without feeling so hurt
The calm feeling everyone describes after choosing ctb IS NOT THE CASE For ME i feel so fucking guilty that i'm going to hurt people it's eating me up inside. what do i do how can i make this easier any advice please i threw up at the end of the day over the anxiety and stress of having to pretend whilst carrying this with me. i feel sick