Defatigatis
And at my funeral, i didn't see you there...
- Aug 16, 2022
- 51
Sometimes it works for me, and i manage to convince myself that i take some pleasure in continuing to live, but then the moment passes and i return to the same depressed state as always, and sometimes it seems even worse; Because in the end, the hunger will always be there. The hunger for something better, the need to know that i deserve something much, much better than living on this planet.
The cons of living in this planet and in the material do not outweigh the pros; I have accepted that. I believe also that this is an imperfect copy of higher worlds, indeed, a prison.
And if there is pleasure here even with all the repugnance, i only try to imagine a world of only pleasure and delight and these being in a even purer form...
The cons of living in this planet and in the material do not outweigh the pros; I have accepted that. I believe also that this is an imperfect copy of higher worlds, indeed, a prison.
And if there is pleasure here even with all the repugnance, i only try to imagine a world of only pleasure and delight and these being in a even purer form...
