Littleton Colorado

[MANGIONESHUSBAND]

For years every year once January rolls around I decide to put off my suicide attempt until April 20th because it wthe anniversary of Columbine. W Which I've been obsessed with since I was a young boy. And I always felt a connection to it. I think 2026 might be the year I finally get the courage to kill myself. But I want to do it in Littleton Colorado. Usually Spring Break is around the time of 4/20. But if it's not then I'm willing to wait a little longer or a little before. But my aunt has a car(she works as a teacher in NYS). I want to see if she's willing to drive me all the way to Littleton Colorado. It would be and feel great and honestly it would be a lifesaver. If not I'll have to take a fucking Greyhound. My plan is to die within a ten mile radius of the Columbine Memorial. I was wondering if anyone else lived in that area if they could I dunno maybe meet me there or whatever. Or maybe I'm dumb(I don't know if this is an ok thing to ask). But you know it's the truth.

 

[badatparties]

I guess i see why a depressed person would be drawn to a tragedy like that. What is it about it that draws you in? Do you identify with the shooters in some way because they had depression, anxiety, etc?

Honestly, i wouldn't do it. That area has enough tragedy and sorrow hanging over it without you adding to it. Your suicide there could effect others.

 

[MANGIONESHUSBAND]

I mean I know this sounds kind of selfish but I do want my suicide to have an impact. Because well I want to feel important America runs on violence and America understands violence. And I want to die there to be close to my boys. The place I always come back to in my mind.

I guess i see why a depressed person would be drawn to a tragedy like that. What is it about it that draws you in? Do you identify with the shooters in some way because they had depression, anxiety, etc?

Honestly, i wouldn't do it. That area has enough tragedy and sorrow hanging over it without you adding to it. Your suicide there could effect others.

 

[badatparties]

I mean I know this sounds kind of selfish but I do want my suicide to have an impact. Because well I want to feel important America runs on violence and America understands violence. And I want to die there to be close to my boys. The place I always come back to in my mind.

There's no evidence that you will be "close to your boys". I know the perpetrators suffered in life, but they ultimately did an idiotic shameful cowardly act, and will go down in history as pathetic weirdo losers. .

If you want to die, be a man, and do it away from Littleton. Don't bring trauma to a place that's been through enough.