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g00ldenr00ds
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- Mar 20, 2021
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ive decided to write it a few weeks in advance. its helping me make peace with dying. i couldnt stop crying while writing it. im at the point where thoughts of ctb, and my plan, and everything that comes along with it dont make me cry anymore, but writing out how much i love my mother and how ive done my best to stay alive for her for as long as i can did. i dont want to hurt anybody. i just cant handle being alive. as beautiful as this world is, my soul wasnt meant for it.