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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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I followed your advice and told my psychiatrist more explicitly about my suicidality. I did not tell everything but more than usual. I told her if my life ends in poverty and will go on to fail like in the past i plan to commit a rational suicide. I think she was kind of surprised. She seemed to be quite sad. But in the following conversation she never asked more about my suicidality which I did not expect. She tried to give me hope, i told her what I want to try in order to avoid my suicide. However I admitted that I think the chances anything will succeed are quite low.
I did not expect any solutions from her. I just try almost anything in order to avoid my suicide. I follow the advices of many people. I try to talk to the smartest people i know for any solution. Nevertheless my problems seem unsolvable. But i keep trying...
I did not expect any solutions from her. I just try almost anything in order to avoid my suicide. I follow the advices of many people. I try to talk to the smartest people i know for any solution. Nevertheless my problems seem unsolvable. But i keep trying...