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Gamja
it hurts
- Aug 27, 2019
- 43
imagine receiving the parcel and being instantly relieved. Your worries, agony and resentment melt away.
I'd be happy around others. I wouldn't make them worry and I wouldn't be the toxic, negative person anymore. Who knows, maybe I'd actually make friends for being so relaxed.
I'd treat every day as if it were my last, leaving nothing but good memories.
but if I know that I'm going to die in pain with my own hands, I'd be miserable, trembling in fear and shutting down from others.
All I want is a good night's rest, free from pain in my last moments.
taking away peaceful methods and forcing us to live with permanent trauma is beyond cruel.
these memories of someone who hurt me and traumatized me for life, i want them gone.
I'd be happy around others. I wouldn't make them worry and I wouldn't be the toxic, negative person anymore. Who knows, maybe I'd actually make friends for being so relaxed.
I'd treat every day as if it were my last, leaving nothing but good memories.
but if I know that I'm going to die in pain with my own hands, I'd be miserable, trembling in fear and shutting down from others.
All I want is a good night's rest, free from pain in my last moments.
taking away peaceful methods and forcing us to live with permanent trauma is beyond cruel.
these memories of someone who hurt me and traumatized me for life, i want them gone.