I'm at risk of becoming homeless. Already a month behind on rent and still no job (just got declined from walmart lol) so not looking good for next month. I will be getting eviction paperwork in about 2-3 weeks if I don't pay what I owe to my apartment complex. I have no way of getting such money especially without a job so its a done deal this time. A few months ago I was almost evicted (lost a job, but found one after a month and had eviction court date) and was bailed out by family 3k on a credit card yikes. That will not happen this time. So I'm probably going to have to live in my car since I have no family in my state or friends. If I reach that point I CTB. That is the plan.
I have a shoddy resume just menial labor positions then army then school which I dropped out from after two years and a huge gap (I had some jobs I only kept for a day to month at a time so I don't list them). I don't drive (just recently got privilege's back from a suspension, I got caught speeding bad while in psychosis lol) so its really hard to find work I can bus to as well.
I'm scared Ill be in my car which I cant technically drive since I don't have a license (mine was out of state from my hometown then I got suspended and it expired so need a new one) and my car isn't registered this year either. They'll impound my car and give me fines and jailtime for being homeless. I will just exit the stage before any of that happens.
Our society is so fkin crazy we are stuck in a partly barbaric time still. Very murderous. Eat or be eaten. Walk in the traps and your fucked we don't want you. It blows my mind people just walk around this world and are so stuck inside their boxes their lives their comfort and don't see what's around them and don't care. People will not fight back for the sake of others. We will just mind our own business and keep on walkin. That is some true power imo our society our culture has over us.
