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Phoenix
Student
- Feb 27, 2021
- 153
I've never felt 'normal' or fitted in. Even when I was a child. I've never been able to build friendships or connections with people. At school from the age of 5 I spent every break hiding down the side of a shed. I've never really had any friends even now as an adult. I just struggle to relate and connect. I can only connect and build bonds with animals. The only friends I did manage to have for a short time were rejects like me. From 7 I was suicidal and self harming. As I grew older it got worse, constantly in trouble at home and at school. I've just never been able to conform. It continued into adulthood and made it impossible for me to keep employment. I've always felt like it was more than just mental health but I don't know what. Can anyone else relate? I've just never really felt like this world is for me, I don't 'fit'.