It's so unreal what I've been through

[NothingElseMatters]

that sometimes I just can't believe it's really happening. feels like a whole new dimension.

 

[noname223]

Planing my own suicide seems sometimes really unreal for me. After planning the steps I sometimes grasp what I am doing in my suicide mode and wondering what the fuck is going on in my life.

 

[MYStERY_Man]

Mood. There's nothing particularly unreal about my life, but sometimes I find it hard to believe I really got my degree in 2019, after spending years in college in another city, and did some internship while I was there. Sometimes it's like these things happened in another life, or in a movie.

 

[motel rooms]

This is not real, this
This is not really happening
You bet your life it is
You bet your life it is
Honey, you bet your life...

-- T. Amos

 

[FuneralCry]

Sometimes I find it unreal that I am still actually alive, I should have gone years ago really. The fact that we exist at all is unreal, as many factors could have prevented me from even existing in the first place. I could have easily not been alive.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Life is incredibly great for some currently and unfortunate for others. It makes me sad for those who have lived a life or period of misery, it sure changes our view on things in this world. I'm really REALLY surprised I made it to this point, I'm sure people are tired of hearing it however ages 14-19 were the WORSE years of misery and hell. I'm sad I threw out all my old journals I wish I still had them so when I CTB my family can know how tormenting that period was lol

 

[Largeletters]

Sometimes I find it unreal that I am still actually alive, I should have gone years ago really. The fact that we exist at all is unreal, as many factors could have prevented me from even existing in the first place. I could have easily not been alive.

I relate...