woofwag
Bad dog
- Sep 17, 2025
- 146
I am getting far more inundated with suicidal thoughts than normal. Or maybe it's always been the same amount and I'm just getting tired of bearing it. Either way, I can't take it. I think about it every second of every day. Even in the happy moments, I think of how I'd so much rather be dead. Locking myself away in daydreams is the only way I get by each day.
I know some parts of me want to live, just to love people and have fun. But the vast majority of my system can't take it anymore. That being said, my roomies are on a 2-week vacation, and I need to take care of their pets. Can't imagine it would be too fun to have both your roommate and all your pets die at the same time.
After that… idk. There's a few more things I need to clear up, but hopefully I can have it all done by late December/early January.
I'm so tired. So fucking tired. No one can stop me now, including myself. Fuck, please, i need to just make this constant pain go away
I know some parts of me want to live, just to love people and have fun. But the vast majority of my system can't take it anymore. That being said, my roomies are on a 2-week vacation, and I need to take care of their pets. Can't imagine it would be too fun to have both your roommate and all your pets die at the same time.
After that… idk. There's a few more things I need to clear up, but hopefully I can have it all done by late December/early January.
I'm so tired. So fucking tired. No one can stop me now, including myself. Fuck, please, i need to just make this constant pain go away
