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WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
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Does this happen to you too or this is just my bipolar disorder?
I'm really trying to live but there are days or hours, just like yesterday in which my "LIVING MODE" is on OFF MODE and I just don't feel like living at all. I even wanted to ctb last night and don't face this hellish Monday.
HOWEVER, realizing that I couldn't escape from my destiny, I started preparing today's lessons and now I've got my strength back and I'm ready to cope with this day somehow so, my brain and living mode are now on ON MODE.
Who's the one in charge of this switch? Myself? A random guy controlling me in this possible simulation? My bipolar disorder?
Who knows... but damn, I just want to have constant normal days lol.
Any thoughts?
I'm really trying to live but there are days or hours, just like yesterday in which my "LIVING MODE" is on OFF MODE and I just don't feel like living at all. I even wanted to ctb last night and don't face this hellish Monday.
HOWEVER, realizing that I couldn't escape from my destiny, I started preparing today's lessons and now I've got my strength back and I'm ready to cope with this day somehow so, my brain and living mode are now on ON MODE.
Who's the one in charge of this switch? Myself? A random guy controlling me in this possible simulation? My bipolar disorder?
Who knows... but damn, I just want to have constant normal days lol.
Any thoughts?