It seems like farewell.

[Odwin]

Gonna take my last bath and drink my caffeine. Today was my last straw. Not gonna deal with it anymore.
Those people are gonna do better anyways without me. Note and password list is printed out. They can take what they want.

I am seeing now clear this is my only out. No more headaches or stomach pain.

Will probably write as soon I took my last drink. Hope I get it right.

 

[Carrotcake]

I hope you find your peace

 

[Odwin]

didn't thought it looks like milk
Okay don't take your time.... It solidifies pretty fast without steering

 

[amarillo]

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didn't thought it looks like milk
Okay don't take your time.... It solidifies pretty fast without steering View attachment 66536

Maybe you could add a little more water?

I wish you all the best, we'll be here for any support you may need. <3

 

[Odwin]

Maybe you could add a little more water?

I wish you all the best, we'll be here for any support you may need. <3

The second try I don't take my time. Stirr it fast and drink it fast.
And it was like 400ml. I think more and I could puke everything out

 

[Bedrock48]

I'm sorry you've gotten so desperate. If you go through with this I hope you don't suffer, we're here to listen if you wish to vent. There's no shame in backing out if it isn't your time but overall just wishing the best outcome for you.

 

[LastLoveLetter]

I truly hope you don't suffer. We are here if you're still around and need to talk more

 

[Celerity]

I hope you find peace. I'm sorry it has come to this.

 

[UterEntonaur]

I'm sorry that thing's got this bad for you but safe and peaceful travels.... I'll miss seeing your mega-tasty crispy chicken avatar in threads

 

[blue_muse]

It gets said a lot; you're not alone no matter what you decide .

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find an end to your suffering. I wish you well

 

[WornOutLife]

Oh bro, I wasn't expecting you to do this.
I've been seeing you around more often these days so, it's gonna feel kinda empty without you.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace.

 

[UterEntonaur]

Are you still there @Odwin? I can see that you keep appearing online. Don't be afraid to call for medical help if you need it

 

[Odwin]

Are you still there @Odwin? I can see that you keep appearing online. Don't be afraid to call for medical help if you need it

Still there. Waiting for the timing

 

[Chesswiz2002]

Any update on this thread? Hope he finds peace on the other side.

 

[lofticries]

I'm sorry you've been pushed to this point, Odwin. And I'm sad to see you leave since you've been becoming such a prolific poster around here. I enjoy your sense of humor and seeing your fried chicken avy. If you have any second thoughts about ctb then its no shame planning for another day. However if it must be today I wish you nothing but a smooth transition and to finally be happy wherever you go. :)

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[Ameya]

I hope you find peace. Rest well I can imagine you've been through enough

 

[deadinsideforever]

So sorry you've reached this point. Hope your journey is painless but would be glad to see you on here tomorrow too

 

[Myforevercharlie]

A little candle will burn for you, may it guide you to peace and love

 

[justanotherstar]

Sorry it has come to this Odwin, I will miss seeing you around, I love your posts. If you have gone through with it I hope you find your peace. If you're still here then know you can change your mind at any moment. Your SS family loves you

 

[sunsetintehwoods]

Oh, boy, I'll take some kfc basket in your honor!

Hope you'll find your peace.

 

[Odwin]

Didn't do it. Sitting here for 6 hours staring at the powder. Maybe tomorrow or later

 

[WornOutLife]

Didn't do it. Sitting here for 6 hours staring at the powder. Maybe tomorrow or later

I'm glad to hear you're still with us.
Don't worry. Death is still patiently waiting for all of us. The right time will come.

 

[blue_muse]

It's a lot to take in, going against every human instinct to survive. Welcome back Odwin, glad to hear you trusted your gut feeling even though that meant coming back on here .

 

[sunsetintehwoods]

Didn't do it. Sitting here for 6 hours staring at the powder. Maybe tomorrow or later

Have a mixed feeling about.
But sure glad you commit this comeback!