BlackMoon
Peace-seeker
- Oct 30, 2023
- 190
After 2 very hard and dark weeks recently, I started to feel like a great void inside me instead of my usual sadness.
It's still painful sometime, to be such lonely and knowing there's no place for me on this planet, but I don't feel this sorrow I had in the past anymore, while I still want to CtB. I don't feel the need to explode in tears as much as in the past. I don't know if it's progress in my will to rationalize my project, or even if it's usual.
I mostly feel bored, lonely and empty, like I was in a cell since a long time and that my situation was just the norm.
Just wanted to know if some of you were feeling like that too.
It's still painful sometime, to be such lonely and knowing there's no place for me on this planet, but I don't feel this sorrow I had in the past anymore, while I still want to CtB. I don't feel the need to explode in tears as much as in the past. I don't know if it's progress in my will to rationalize my project, or even if it's usual.
I mostly feel bored, lonely and empty, like I was in a cell since a long time and that my situation was just the norm.
Just wanted to know if some of you were feeling like that too.