Discussion Is it a good idea to kill yourself outside?

[UninformedLover]

Just looking for some outside opinions. My method is partial hanging but that might make it difficult if I do it outside. Hm...

I kinda don't want my finally moments on earth to be in this bummy ass place. But I guess it won't matter either way cuz I'll be dead.

 

[StillLife]

Thought about this and came to the conclusion I'd try and at least set up a motel with music or the static tv as moderate BG noise at least.

Maybe I'm being just a bit crazy, but the general public borderlines creeps me out nowadays. I've considered taking SN or even partial suspending in the woods but the idea of a group of desensitized teenagers coming across my corpse became a buzzkill for the whole die-in-the-woods fantasy.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

If someone were going to use the shotgun method, I could see the benefit of doing it outside.

 

[Unlucky777]

I'd CTB in the woods late at night so as not to be found

 

[lost1s]

I always thought doing it somewhere that won't cause inconvenience to others like family members by police investigating the scene and such.

 

[yotaka]

Just looking for some outside opinions. My method is partial hanging but that might make it difficult if I do it outside. Hm...

I kinda don't want my finally moments on earth to be in this bummy ass place. But I guess it won't matter either way cuz I'll be dead.

It may not matter after the fact, but it matters while you're still alive, up to and including the last moment.

For what it's worth, I plan to be out in nature.

 

[Agon321]

It depends.
I've always wanted to do it outdoors on a sunny day.
The problem is that you need the right method for that.
I don't have the right one.
Theoretically, a firearm would be ideal because it gives you a lot of freedom and mobility, but I don't have access to a gun.
Hanging isn't for me.

 

[spiders.in.my.head]

if im able to, i would like to do it outside. save my family the mess and trauma. if my body is found in my room, i dont think my family would be able to keep living there, as seeing the room would keep reminding them. theyd have to move and thats a hassle i dont wish to curse them with.

 

[anhedonic_moron]

I'd CTB in the woods late at night so as not to be found

that would be lovely, only you and nobody else around, though the silence would drive me insane but still would be the most ideal scenario out of all of them

 

[Macedonian1987]

I'm drinking my SN outside. I will make it look like I overdosed on some illegal drugs, I will even leave decoys on my body and throw away all the glasses and SN into the nearby river.

Since SN suicides are non-existent in my country, even if I'm discovered, there isn't any methylene blue in any ER in my shitty poor country.

 

[Terrible_Life]

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I'm drinking my SN outside. I will make it look like I overdosed on some illegal drugs, I will even leave decoys on my body and throw away all the glasses and SN into the nearby river.

Since SN suicides are non-existent in my country, even if I'm discovered, there isn't any methylene blue in any ER in my shitty poor country.

Hey Man please be careful with this plan , sn takes it's time and people would wonder what's happening with you when you'd puke maybe they might call an ambulance

 

[Macedonian1987]

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Hey Man please be careful with this plan , sn takes it's time and people would wonder what's happening with you when you'd puke maybe they might call an ambulance

I plan on doing it in an abandoned riverside very early in the morning, there are very few people there in the morning. Even if they find me and call the ambulance, chances of saving me are very slim as there is no SN antidote in almost any hospitals in my country. Even if the ambulance came quickly (which Macedonian ambulances are notorious for being slow) and took me to the hospital, they won't save me in time. I have made my plan after a LOT of thinking , so there is no danger.
Only thing I'm worried if is the SN is not of high purity or/and if I vomit most of it.

 

[meddle]

I'm drinking my SN outside. I will make it look like I overdosed on some illegal drugs, I will even leave decoys on my body and throw away all the glasses and SN into the nearby river.

Since SN suicides are non-existent in my country, even if I'm discovered, there isn't any methylene blue in any ER in my shitty poor country.

are you sure that er in your country dont have any methylene blue? it is on the world health organizations list of essential medicines after all... another thing that the doctors probably know nothing about sn and how sn poisoning can be treated (it was same for me. no methylene blue, just other medicines. but i survived)

 

[OzymandiAsh]

Good question. There are definitely aesthetic benefits to CTB outside, as in, it can be appealing to have a good view or bleed out on the summer grass or whatever. But your body will decompose a lot faster outdoors, so that's one negative to consider.

 

[Off_Switch]

I think it's ideal. Preferably somewhere where my body could decompose before being found.

 

[Macedonian1987]

are you sure that er in your country dont have any methylene blue? it is on the world health organizations list of essential medicines after all... another thing that the doctors probably know nothing about sn and how sn poisoning can be treated (it was same for me. no methylene blue, just other medicines. but i survived)

Yes I'm sure. In the state-operated hospitals conditions are so bad, they don't even have methylene blue because they lack funds and because SN suicides are unheard of as of 2026 in my country.

 

[meddle]

Yes I'm sure. In the state-operated hospitals conditions are so bad, they don't even have methylene blue because they lack funds and because SN suicides are unheard of as of 2026 in my country.

yes, sn suicides might be unheard of, but metylene blue is also used for co2 poisonings, which are pretty common (i mean people get them in a fire). so they must have methylene blue, but they probably do not know that they can treat a sn poisoning with it