I am not a doctor or a nurse. I am sorry. I have to deal with awful illnesses too, and this is because i am surfing these pages. From your name, you could be Italian like me. I can't pm you. I am new. It is very bad to be so ill and be stucked there. My situation should make me possible to go to Switzerland, but i have not the money, and, also if I could find money, I would not... i want to leave my few beloved ones out of this thing, and with Swiss associations it is impossible. It is even impossible to find SN. i send hugs.