Inviting people to watch me CTB on January 12th (SN)

[strangelove]

I'm just going to paste what I've posted on a topic a few minutes ago.
Think It'd be better to have a topic apart instead.

If I don't find any partner til the end of this year, I invite someone who might be interested in the SN method to watch me CTB as the OP did.

Of course, I'd have to do some scrutiny not to end up having a video of me killing myself spreading on Telegram, but, if it'll make future suicides to have a more precise overview of the process, therefore, a more precise way to CTB, so let it be.

I am brazilian but I speak english as well, and I'd like both the feeling of someone (or more people) looking over me and also write down what I'm relating as long as I can maintain consciousness or some mental cohesion to help the people who are going after me to know what they are going to deal with.

I messaged a girl who lives near me and was looking for a partner to CTB, if she declines, I'll follow the second plan.

Plus:
1. I intend to do it on January the 12th, as I live near the coast and in a touristic city (Recife), as for now all the hotel rooms are overpriced so I might have to go to nearby cities because people are coming in hordes here due vacations/ new years eve.
2. My main focus is having people who are willing to use the same method (SN) watching me.
3. I already have the benzos, propanolol/atenolol and the rest of the meds won't be really a problem because I have a trustful dealer, my only worry is the quality/purity of the SN.
4. I am still thinking of a method to sift the people whom I am willing to share this moment, I don't want to turn this into a freak show
5. It might be some paranoia but i'm having this feeling of someone on this forum recognizing me and try to contact my family, ex or any friend, it sounds stupid but it is a recurrent thought;

Feel free to DM me, I'll answer you when I can.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

have you already figured out a safe platform to do so? discord etc isn't really the move unless you really really don't give a fuck what happens to that video afterwards. just my pov, internet is p much forever.

 

[strangelove]

have you already figured out a safe platform to do so? discord etc isn't really the move unless you really really don't give a fuck what happens to that video afterwards. just my pov, internet is p much forever.

Probably Signal. Discord is out of discussion.
Still trying to figure whether Whatsapp or Telegram tweaks will do the trick, apparently there are ways to make it impossible to record the screen directly, unless the person uses a third device to record the screen they are watching from.
The quality of the Wi-Fi in suburban hotels also worries me a bit. But I will find a solution for all this. I have more than a month to do so.

 

[newstart2000]

Hope I am still alive at that time.

 

[strangelove]

have you already figured out a safe platform to do so? discord etc isn't really the move unless you really really don't give a fuck what happens to that video afterwards. just my pov, internet is p much forever.

I tried to reply to your DM, but my message was considered spam. I tried to communicate with you via chat, let me know if you received it.

 

[Zaphkiel]

Is the SN from DMC? It's such a popular source that sharing the result of purity could help a lot of people

 

[opheliaoveragain]

I tried to reply to your DM, but my message was considered spam. I tried to communicate with you via chat, let me know if you received it.

responded to you in chat.