Venting im tired man

[Xerneas]

today i was sitting in my car in a target parking lot thinking about driving my car into a lake. having anxiety is just so tiring and being suicidal is so tiring. ready to ctb shortly.

 

[Beachedwhale]

I'm also so tired.

Drowning would be too painful for me.

I wish you could live pain free.

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

I totally understand. :( Hugs

 

[Pookie]

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. Have you tried anything that may help your anxiety?

 

[WornOutLife]

Yes, just living is exhausting.

I can't believe I'm managing to work so much with this goddamn anxiety and suicidal thoughts which might kill me some day? (I hope lol)

 

[EnnuiCat]

I totally understand the exhaustion and sudden urge to ctb. The other night I was driving and every phone pole I passed I wanted to swerve headlong into it. Probably would have lived and only made my life infinitely worse.

 

[Xerneas]

I'm also so tired.

Drowning would be too painful for me.

I wish you could live pain free.

Pain is temporary but eventually, peace will come

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. Have you tried anything that may help your anxiety?

I smoke a lot of weed, but it can only help so much :')

 

[Im.so.tired]

Yes. I'm so tired as well.

 

[BlankUser]

Tired of everything... Tired of trying, tired of failing, tired of living...

 

[Rayzieka]

Remember that recklessness leads to regrets. Only act when the path is clear and has least resistance, be it living or catching the bus.
Its always up to you- but please don't jump on ideas in the moment. Death isn't the worst thing in this world.

 

[Hurt]

My anxiety was pretty high these last months too. And ctb thoughts increased. I don't want to deal with this anymore. Everyday is torture!

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I can relate. I find simply just existing to be tiring. Anxiety can be like a prison and our thoughts can torture us. To me death is the only way I can find peace.