ceriseange♡
ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛ, ᴍᴏᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ʟᴀᴍʙ...
- Nov 3, 2023
- 50
im sorry I always post when im in the middle of something. I really wanted to be here to help other people and be some kind of positivity and understanding and im just
a mess
we upped my meds and it didn't work
we added new meds and it's not working
exercise doesn't help
working doesn't help
even if it does it never lasts
I just want to get better but no matter what I do I always get worse again
im really tired. there's so much I want to do that makes me not wanna commit but I also know that like
I might not make it even if I don't
sometimes I want to go inpatient like this but I don't think I can
I just want someone to help me
I want someone to fix me
I really do want to be okay I just don't know how
I've refrained f4rom looking at methods since I joined bc I don't. I don't want to l let my distressed brain make decisions for me but im so tired. and scared
I have to go to work in 2 hours and I've already been crying for like an hour
I don't know what to do
im just. really tired. I don't know what else to do. I don't know if anything else is worth the money to even try if it never works
is there a way to go thats not so scary because im really scared
a mess
we upped my meds and it didn't work
we added new meds and it's not working
exercise doesn't help
working doesn't help
even if it does it never lasts
I just want to get better but no matter what I do I always get worse again
im really tired. there's so much I want to do that makes me not wanna commit but I also know that like
I might not make it even if I don't
sometimes I want to go inpatient like this but I don't think I can
I just want someone to help me
I want someone to fix me
I really do want to be okay I just don't know how
I've refrained f4rom looking at methods since I joined bc I don't. I don't want to l let my distressed brain make decisions for me but im so tired. and scared
I have to go to work in 2 hours and I've already been crying for like an hour
I don't know what to do
im just. really tired. I don't know what else to do. I don't know if anything else is worth the money to even try if it never works
is there a way to go thats not so scary because im really scared