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LetMeGoPlease

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Dec 5, 2020
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It's like carrying a whole separate world around the one I' walking on. And no one understands it, heck I don't even understand it. It's toxic and wrong for people and heavy and unbearable for me. And it's all my responsibility to do something about it. But the more I try the messier it gets and the more entangled I become. Like a fly trying to escape a spider web. I'm tired. I'm in pain and I'm alone in my pain and I'm rejected for my pain. I'm so tired.
 
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theresonlyonewayout

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Jan 31, 2021
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Alone until you came here. You can be as open as you like here with us. But I understand you, it's lonely irl. I don't understand it and real life people make us feel guilty and bad. I'm tired also. Just so so tired xx
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I know what it's like, our own mind can torture us. I spend most of my time trapped in my own thoughts and the worst part is there is no escape from it. I wish you the best, living can be so hard.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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I know that feeling.

Normal people just won't get it.

Every single thing, no matter how easy it looks like, ends up being at least 5 times harder to do for us!
 
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