Im scared and excited at the same time

[Canttakeitanymore]

I have to do it today but when it gets close i start feeling like im in a horror movie, feels weird as fuck to think about ending it all forever, ceasing to exist going to hell idk whats gonna happen, my life is not gonna improve so i have to do it today
Im getting excited now im gonna finally know, if theres an afterlife im gonna find out today, thats interesting as fuck

 

[fred farkle]

yep its gonna be hard for me to ctb. maybe, says I,maybe tomorrow. yeah,tomorrow for sure!